one and twenty

2010-06-28T23:28:00.000+08:00

http://addpohsim.blogspot.com/

age

2010-06-12T11:05:00.003+08:00

Everyone keeps asking me what I want to do after graduation while my only concern at this stage of life is making it through graduation. As humans, we're always thinking ahead or thinking of the past. We never really stop to worry about the present because we never realize that our present is our past's future and our future's past. I take one step at a time not because I'm slow, not because I do not think few steps ahead but simply because the best moments in our life are decided by our present actions.

Think about it. Every time I'm out shopping, eating or loitering my time away in a public place, I always see people rushing by with stress lines stretched over their face. If only they will slow down and pay more attention to their present details in life, they will realize how much vital details they're missing out in the fabric of life. I use "fabric" because life is but a fragile thread which connects us all into one big piece of cloth. You'll never know when one thread will be pulled away or snipped away, stolen by a much greater force of life.

Life is like.. patches of fabric. Everyone of us are different and when our lives are interconnected, we're like different strings on a patchwork. Most of the time, these strings go missing but it doesn't matter because it has always been and will always be the few strings that will hold up the patchwork no matter what happens which really counts.

I'm not trying to be philosophical, I'm just... shitting out my thoughts with the most retarded representation. Excuse my choice of words.

Alright, so maybe I led you into reading a hole lot of rubbish which really summed up to nothing. Really, it's not my fault and you can't blame me since I'm in the midst of an important exam but I can't resist the temptation of watching World Cup on the idiot box.

Do you know that World Cup is held every four years and two years is half of four years?
Do you know that some boys gain height in a span of two years while some people age a lot in two years?
Do you know that a woman sat on her boyfriend's toilet for two years?
Do you know that sex chemistry lasts for two years?
Do you know that in two more years, I'll be either breaking or making my dreams?

So, the difference of two years is a big thing, a big issue.
It's like comparing an embryo to a baby.

So... maybe I'm becoming a little far-fetched!
I hate having to make decisions which will not only affect me but other people.

Poh Sim, Ng.

cheater

2010-06-11T11:51:00.004+08:00

I came out of the exam hall dazzled and confused, unsure of my future because... it was actually the most difficult exam paper I had ever taken. The problem was, it was deceivingly easy. I'm not sure.. but I know I didn't do well.. I wrote a lot, but it's not the quantity but quality that matters.

I hope I did well enough... to secure my grades.

Sad, depressing things aside, I really dislike guys who cheat on their girlfriends!!

Poh Sim, Ng.

chance

2010-06-08T08:15:00.002+08:00

I... missed my HD by another point. This is turning into quite a stressful semester. Well, at least my parents are not complaining because they're cool and awesome.

So, it really pains me to tell you this but I do not have a valid enough reason to sulk or rant about how frustrated I am with my results since even Mom refused to listen to me rant about it over the phone last night.

You know what? I think everyone deserves a chance! I want a chance! Well, I had a chance but I want another chance. I want an alternate chance!

I am officially boogazlleddazzled by my own thoughts.

Poh Sim, Ng.

90%

2010-06-03T08:38:00.004+08:00

I was so, so, so, so, so, so upset yesterday because I scored a C for Comm, Ethics, Policy and Law. The worst thing was I knew that even if she gave me another chance to do it again, I would have submitted the same essay, written in exactly the same way. Even worst than that, it was supposed to be a Distinction essay except that I FAILED my citations/bibliography. What the.

So, she gave me a 68. High enough for me to still score a D/HD for the subject and low enough to make me depress! I need to study, study and I need to study real hard just to get an effin high grade now!

I was so sad last night.

Fortunately, my Journalism results were awesome today!
I scored a 90%!! HD.
I'm so happy I can go to sleep now!!

What a way to celebrate, right!

Anyways, going off to rehearse for my drama performance later!
Off, off and away!

Poh Sim, Ng.

turnado

2010-06-02T04:31:00.003+08:00

I woke up sweating profusely, hands clutching tightly to my comforter.
Definitely one of the worst nightmares I've ever had.

I have no idea why but my hands are hesitating to type what my brain wants it to.
Hence, there's nothing to write even though there's so much I want to write about.

My taste in music now includes hip-hop remixes.
I'm definitely going Seven following Friday.

Currently listening to: Turnado by Jay Chou

Poh Sim, Ng.

i said yes but i'm not sure

2010-06-01T03:39:00.004+08:00

I made eighty wontons over the weekend. Twenty which turned out to be a failure!

Woke up five a.m, had a scary dream and couldn't fall back asleep.
Went on facebook, saw a music video of Mandy Moore's A Walk To Remember clip and decided to watch the movie for the... eleventh time?

For the eleventh time, I sat in front of my computer watching the movie as I cried a bucket of tears. It's a routine that will never get old!

It's weird but now everything's different from how I used to perceive this movie few years ago.
Of course the movie is still emotionally attaching but it doesn't grip me like it used to. Back then, I would probably be really emotional for at least a day after watching the movie cause it's so sad!

I don't like watching sad movies because they make me cry cry cry!

I want to watch Prince of Persia because I want to see Jake Gyllenhaal who is playing Dastan! I've never played POP game on Playstation before but I've seen the trailers of the film a few and I've been wanting to watch it ever since then! Fingers cross, hop hop, hopefully I'll be able to catch the film despite my upcoming exams!

Reality just came slamming when I realised my first paper starts next Thursday! That's... only about a week away! I really need to start studying!

My library study plan was a big failure today because the people I went with were easily distracted and they easily distracted me! At least, everything was going smoothly until my friend reminded me I could still access Facebook via my mobile.

Bright side, I completed one and a half chapter! Two and a half left and I should be quite well-prepared for Youth Media next Thursday!

The weather is turning quite cold I feel like a walking ice cream whenever I walk home!

I'll be going to the library again to study later today!
Wish me loads of luck!

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Image credited to Nataliedee.

library

2010-05-31T10:08:00.002+08:00

This week is the last week of the semester! Results for the second assignments should be pouring in and yes, I think I am quite scared.

I think I screwed up one of my assignments but then again, the lecturer is someone who is really strict and anal about citations, grammar, content, style of writing etc. I decided that since everyone around me is always talking about going to the library to study, I would try and experience this student culture by going to the library to study as well!

Honestly, I have never been to the library since I came to Melbourne to study. Even in Sunway campus, I only went to the library to work on my assignments, print my assignments or say "hello" to my friends because I'm bored like that.

This semester, I'm going to try something different. I'm heading off to the library to study!
I can already feel a path of light shining down at me. It's a sign.

I'm sorry I haven't updated my blog for a really long time and I'm sorry I haven't uploaded any photos. I've always been out after I completed all my assignments! I'm so broke I really, really, really need a job! There's so much things I want at this point of life and I do not think these reasons are reasonable or valid to obtain financial aid from my dad. In fact, I'm pretty positive he'll say "No" before I can justify myself. (Hehe)

I'm going on a ski trip in July! I sacrificed my Coach bag for this ski trip. Bums, Coach bag lasts forever but ski trip only lasts for 3 days, 2 nights and an experience to last a lifetime.

What other choice did I have right!
Anyway off to the library to study! Off the night light loves!

Poh Sim, Ng.

Chuck

2010-05-22T11:03:00.002+08:00

When Poh hibernates, she really sleeps like there's no tomorrow. If 2012 happened whilst she is asleep, she would wake up not realizing she died in her sleep.

I didn't manage to go to the zoo this morning or club last night. I slept so soundly the moment I came home that I slept through 3 alarms which I specifically set up! Now I'm just upset.

I'm also upset because the producers of Gossip Girls decided to shoot Chuck Bass.
Chuck Bass, is legendary.

He's cheap and low but his love for Blair is so pure and divine you can't help but fall in love with him. I want a Chuck Bass.

The way he looks at Blair and tells her "I love you" makes my heart weak. :p
Yes, I'm crazy for Chuck. Who cares bout Edward?

Now I can't wait for Gossip Girl Season 4.
I bet Gossip Girls producers are celebrating their "success" for such an epic ending.
Honestly, no one suspected Chuck and Jenny, followed by Chuck and Gun.

Sigh.

Poh Sim, Ng.

worst week of year three sem one

2010-05-21T03:03:00.002+08:00

So. let me just inform you if you're still following my blog. Life's a mess. I have 4 assignments due this week. Technically 5 because 1 was due on Monday but she gave me an extension since she pitied me, 1 was due yesterday and 3 more due in exactly 11 hours.

I started last night at 6pm and I just managed to complete 2 of my assignments, so 1 more left. Actually 1 and 10% since I haven't completed the bibliography for 1 of my assignments. I know some of you must be wondering why I did my assignments at such at procrastinated pace. In my defense, the Thursday's assignment toot up a lot of my time wile doing my research for the other assignments. So life's a bore and life's a mess because assignments and deadlines are messing up my happy schedule. On the bright side of things, since I'm able to write this post even in the midst of my busy schedule, you know I'm doing alright! I really hope I'll do well in my subjects this semester. So far, my results are great but it's proving to be a real challenge since I never get any break!

Anyway, tonight's Friday night and Friday night means clubbing night. It's one of those period of time I feel so pumped up to get out of the house to meet some new people. No, I don't mean allowing random strangers to befriend me or myself trying to befriend random strangers in clubs or bars but I'm off to meet some clubberholics which also happens to be regular dota players.

Tomorrow, I'm going to Melbourne zoo again with the Photography club members! Bet I'm going to have fun because the committee is honestly a fun and cool bunch of people. I just hope I'll get enough sleep to wake up on Saturday morning!

No alcohol for me tonight.
Oh, and wait till my next update. I have a feeling I need to unload some drama which had been clouding my brain!

Tweet tweet!

Poh Sim, Ng.

lavish

2010-05-16T02:26:00.002+08:00

My blog is dead, again because I've lost my enthusiasm to update it weekly.
Plus, haven't heard from Nuffang for two weeks.
No money means no enthusiasm to blog.

I got an extension from tomorrow's assignment!

Yesterday night was hilarious because a guy kissed my friend.
Funnier because my friend is a guy.
No, he's not gay.
His friend was drunk, that's all.

It's been a long time since I've been dancing.
I think it's time I started practicing again.

Love, love.

So I've held my heart for a little while now.
Maybe it's time I put it out.
And wait for the miracle, the miracle to turn it upside down.

Poh Sim, Ng.

oh, hello there

2010-05-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

The genius (points at myself) forgot to bring her external HD where all her pictures are when she came to the city to stay over the weekend. In fact, she forgot to bring her spectacles too.

The genius will be back on Monday. See you soon!
Making pork won tan for dinner tomorrow.

(I was being sarcastic when I use the word "genius" to describe myself)

Poh Sim, Ng.

Make Me Over V

2010-05-07T08:34:00.005+08:00

I fell asleep and forgot to upload my photos! Oops, my bad!

Day Five

I was in a hurry and I did not have enough time to take a photo of myself! So I stood in front of the mirror and took a picture of my reflection!

I forgot how I took this photo but I'm just posting it up since it emphasizes my grey washed out jeans from Valleygirl!

Anyway, today is Friday and I have to do some online assignment for my online journalism. Such a pain in the bum!

So, chop chop, assignment calls!

Poh Sim, Ng.

Make Me Over IV

2010-05-05T23:07:00.004+08:00

I'm so exhausted! I hate Thursdays! I wish I can get my hands on another MC from a doctor!

Day Four

This is the day I nearly decided to give up. Actually, I wanted to give up on Day Two. Probably because I recently purchased a polka dot skirt and I really wanted to wear it!

Anyway winter's approaching,
I hear the bluebirds chirping,
Winter's coming, we're leaving,
Tweet Tweet, We'll come back next spring!

I think I read a few too many Enid Blyton books when I was young.

Wink Wink! (My new tagline)

Poh Sim, Ng.

Make Me Over III

2010-05-04T19:24:00.007+08:00

Arsenal... is such a disappointment. They should consider changing their defenders and goalkeepers. Put the two defenders together, they're older than my Mom. One of the oldest players on the field most of the time! How to play!

Every time I stay up to watch a match, they lose. Oh, bother.
Still, Arsenal till I die.

Day Three

Looking back at the photo, I didn't really like how I dressed. I think I should have paired this outfit with high heels.

Then again, Day Three was the day I didn't feel well and speaking of which, I'm still feeling unwell! I think it's the weather. The stupid, stupid stubborn weather that changes as it pleases. You can tell Weather is a female because she has PMS. At least, only the weather in Melbourne. It was so windy today I felt like in a blink of an eye I could possibly find myself wind-blown to China.

Can you see how hard the wind is blowing? All the trees in Menzies lawn are blown to one side.
If not for the wind, the day would have otherwise, been divine.

Unlike Malaysia, it's never humid here! Look at the clear blue skies and puffy white clouds that look almost edible. It's such a waste to stay coupe up at home in a solitary consignment of four blank walls if and only if the weather in Melbourne stays clear and blue. However, as I mentioned, being a female, Weather has its own weather. Few hours after I took this picture, there was a sudden downpour. The sky turned dark, grey and stormy. The ground turned wet and soggy. I hate it when it rains here. Thankfully, I was in the comfort of my own bed.

Anyway, see you again tomorrow.

Poh Sim, Ng.

Violet LeBeaux

2010-05-03T23:23:00.008+08:00

Currently going through some of the photos taken last week!
Anyway, was browsing through lookbook.nu when I received an email from Nuffang. Interestingly, I found this cute Melbourne blogger who does the quirkiest fashion posts in the email!

Winter is approaching and some nights it becomes so cold even my little toes shiver!
Ever since I came to Melbourne, I realized cute fluffy slippers worn at home are not worn just cause they are cute but they also serve a purpose to keep our feet warm!

You know the type of bunny slippers I'm talking about right?

The cute, fluffy ones. Or the cute, white fluffy ones.

Anyway, this week's fashion site I'm going to review is: Violet LeBeaux

This site is especially suitable for those who adore pink fashion and cute fashion. She also has quite an extensive and impressive posts on DIY tutorials which I found some of them to be quite useful! One of my favourites is of course, the bunny slippers which she made on her own!

Her photography isn't as professional as some of the other fashion sites but her tutorials are really useful for those of you who like to explore their creative side.

I'm not going to give the step by step guide on how to make the bunny slippers because unlike Phosphene, Violet has those steps listed down in her website. Click here if you would like to learn the instructions.

Violet loves ribbons, flowers and frills from what I can gather. Usually, I love ribbons, flowers and frills too but she really dresses them to the extreme which isn't really to my liking. However, just because she isn't my fashion guru doesn't mean she isn't yours! Check out some of her photo shoots.

Anyway, that sums up tonight's post. Off to stick my brain into a puddle of words!

Also, if anyone is interested to buy a bicycle in Melbourne, do let me know?
Thanks.

Bunny night out!

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Photo credited to Violet LeBeaux

Make Me Over II

2010-05-03T16:38:00.006+08:00

It was so cold on Tuesday last week so fashion wasn't really a concern for me. I was more concerned of keeping myself warm from head to toes.

Usually, I'll just put on a t-shirt, a pair of jeans and a warm thick jacket, finishing off with a pair of comfortable pair of Rubi flats. However, I did try to revamp my dressing style during this cold cold day last week on Tuesday. In a way, it is considered a revamp since I don't usually dress like this even in KL but most probably, I will, the next time I'm back!

Day Two

I quite like this look since I'm so pink! Pity I left my pink shoes in Malaysia otherwise it would be a perfect pink look! I like how I look so pink and bright!

Oh, and that's a new pair of jeans from Dotti during one of my recent compulsive shopping spree. Been looking for a light blue skinny jeans for ages and finally, found one to my liking which fortunately, doesn't require any alteration. Usually, all the jeans here are either too long or too big for me. Not that I have a tiny figure, I just have short legs.

A new month marks a new beginning.

Happy May-month everyone.
See you tomorrow!

Poh Sim, Ng.

Make Me Over I

2010-05-02T16:42:00.003+08:00

I'm back to make a post but I am still feeling unwell. The change of weather, the approaching winter should be the possible cause of this pro-longed sickness which is tiring not only to my body, but also my mind!

Anyhow, I still nearly managed to fulfill my challenge requirements. (kind of). I will be uploading the photos in an orderly fashion throughout the entire week.

Day One.

I don't and most probably won't dress like this on normal days. I'm more of a mini skirt and blouse kind of girl! This dress up reminds me a little of Blair from Season 2 Gossip Girls. I didn't copy her intentionally of course, even though she is my favorite fashion goddess.

I need a black headband, sew on a giant black ribbon and a pair of leather gloves!
By the way, Chuck and Blair, they're perfect.
Hopefully, they will be the happy couple in Gossip Girls.

Anyhow, off to take my meds and pop into my bed!
Get well everybody!

Poh Sim, Ng.

lost my voice

2010-04-27T16:10:00.002+08:00

Good news everybody!

I lost my voice after yesterday's shopping spree. I think it's a hint from the "above" that it's time for me to start doing my readings! Will only be updating on Sunday!

I need time to recuperate.

Toodles!

Poh Sim, Ng.

REVAMP

2010-04-26T06:43:00.003+08:00

REVAMP WEEK

For those wondering what is revamp week, time-travel back to this post.
Wish me luck!

Poh Sim, Ng.

think

2010-04-25T16:32:00.004+08:00

This is not a fashion post, scroll down for fashion reviews.

There are two types of people I particularly dislike in University.

Firstly, I'm tired of people coming to me and telling me their problems when they are not helping themselves in the first place. Honestly, I can only teach you how to do it but you have to do it if you want to change, if you want a change. I can't spoon feed you. I'm not your mom. Heck, even your mom can't always be there for you. No offense to all the moms though.

Honestly, I'm tired of hearing these replies when people come to me for help and when I advice them the right thing to do, they say, "I can't do it", "I don't know how to do it" or "It's impossible, I know myself".

Fuck impossible. Whether you're Christian, Buddhist, Muslim, Chinese, Indian, Malay, Caucasian, man, woman, boy or girl, impossibilities are never an impossible boundary you can't cross over. The problem is, if you don't even try, how can you say "No, I can't" and just give up.

I rant, I complain, I cry "STRESS" all the time but I have never given up when I pursuit something. Take my assignments for example, some classmates who ask me for help just say, "You're smart, we're not". That's not a good justification why I can score higher. What about the times I score lower? Do I just go, "I'm stupid in this assignment, I give up"?

No. I never. I don't because I know I can't.
The moment I decide to give up, I have already lost my fight.

So, never give up.
Never say no.

It's all about how much effort you're willing to put into something.

You can't expect a high grade if you hand in your assignment 3 days after the due date.
You can't expect a high grade if all you do is complain, "I don't know how to do" but the problem is, you don't even make the effort to mail your lecturer or do some background research on the Internet.

You don't deserve to complain because it's your fault in the first place.
Don't ask, "Why she gave me so low" and that's the end of story.
Ask, "How can I do better next time" and continue the story.

Secondly, I hate people complaining about what they want in life if and when they don't appreciate how much they already have in the first place. Always be thankful and be grateful for what you have. Don't be a fucking spoiled brat.

You think you're not pretty. There's always someone uglier. You want more money. People are in poverty. You want a boyfriend. Some people don't even have parents. You're hungry. A Child is starving. You want to go to the mall. Someone is looking for anything they can wear just to stay warm. You're chilly. Others are frozen. You just want to die. Most people want to live.

There are always people who want what you already have.
If you're only sitting down complaining about what you want and what you don't have, but you're not doing anything of your own effort besides bugging your parents and friends to help you get it, stop it. You're annoying.

I hate how our generation has turned into spoiled brats.
I hate being stereotyped as one of these spoiled brats because I'm not.

Pushing that aside, my week was summed up with a bowl of curry Yong Tau Foo.
I never tasted anything as delicious as this bowl of curry Yong Tau Foo served in an orange bowl of curry in Melbourne. Talking about it makes me salivate.

I don't even have pictures for Christ sake! I'll post it up next week!
For now, I'll have sugar coated candy toasted bread for dinner?

Off to nom nom!

Poh Sim, Ng.

phosphene

2010-04-24T13:32:00.010+08:00

I'm like a kid who is always crying "Mommy, mommy, where are you? I need you!" with a messed up sleeping cycle. (Tan 2010)

If you're wondering what is (Tan 2010), that's a citation. It's what university students are taught to do as academic scholars, just so we do not plagiarize. Plagiarize means to steal someone's idea or materials without acknowledging or crediting that person. It is called Referencing System because we are referring to someone's work. There are a few referencing styles we can choose from such as Harvard, MLA or APA. I was using Harvard on the above in-text citation.

For Harvard Referencing System, the in-text citation goes as (Surname of Author Year: page number). However, page numbers are only required if you cited it from a book or a journal.

I hope that helped!

I didn't take any photos during the last few days as I was occupied with quite a few things to do. I was supposed to head off to the city at 9am but a sudden throat irritation at 3am woke me up. It felt dry, painful and inflamed so I decided to take some antibiotics, Woods peppermint and sore throat medicine. Unfortunately, my body had a reaction towards those medicine and I wasn't able to sleep until 6am because I had a very bad tummy ache for an hour or so. It was so painful I just kept tossing and turning on my bed the entire night. That should be the worst health experience of the month.

So, since I'm stuck at home with nothing better to do, I have been reading some of my favorite fashion sites. I call them my fashion bibles. In today's post, I decided to share one these sites with you because good things should never be kept to oneself, right?

We begin with: PHOSPHENE

Sophia Chou, the owner of the site is one of the most creative and fashionable people who can transform a boring old wardrobe into something chic and fashionable! I just discovered her website last week and I was so excited when I did! She's my favorite style icon of the week.

One of my favorite looks by her is the fringed tights look.

It's amazing how she sew those fringe on the tights! Here's how she made it.

You need: Thick tights. 3m of fringing, needle and black thread.

Personally, I have not tried it because I haven't bought the fringe yet but the method is fairly simple.

Put the tights on to make the sewing easier. Be careful not to poke yourself with the needle.
Take the end of the fringe trim and place it near your left upper thigh.
Continue sewing the trim along the tights with one hand. With your other hand, use it to stabilize the trim a few cm ahead of where you're sewing.
When you reach the end of the tights, just double knot it and cut the fringe trim.

It is simply amazing how it it's so easy to make, yet so fashionable.

With her leftover fringe, she also made a shoulder-fringe dress.

Some of her other fashion inventions include a leather disc cardigan which she looked absolutely stunning in.

For accessories, she made spiked bracelets which are actually made from leftover materials from her spiked loafers project.

Anyway, just check her out in the website!
Hopefully, today's post was helpful!

Off to bed.

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Photos credited to PHOSPHENE.

Thursday

2010-04-23T00:36:00.008+08:00

I wore this on Wednesday. Here's a tip. Short girls with short legs do not look good wearing white tights because it makes our legs look bigger and fatter. Not everyone can wear white tights and still look as good as Blair Waldorf. For one week, I was trying to think of something to wear with my white tights which doesn't make my legs shorter or fatter than it already is.

Well, honestly, I look better in person than I do on photos because I'm not photogenic! You might not be able to see much from the photo but one of the ways to pull of white tights is buy wearing a dark blue mini skirt. It can be denim or cotton, as along as it is dark blue, preferably navy. Match it white a white top and a dark blue cardigan! You will be able to look decent enough wearing white tights.

Oui! Paris tee from Factory, Denim skirt from Cats Whiskers,
Cardigan from Cotton On, White tights from online shop,
White flats from Factory.

Of course, when you're photographing yourself wearing mostly white, it would be advisable to do it during the daytime and not inside the room with a white light. You'll probably end up with a white face, like mine. However, I thought this picture was cool so I posted it up. I have a tendency to select weird pictures with lighting problems as my favorites!

I'm a tights lover and I have been mentally arguing with myself that one of the reasons I should apply for a job in Melbourne and settle down here is that I have the freedom to wear tights here. If I did in it KL, I'll probably be labeled a la-la.

Also, for budget shopping lovers in Melbourne, do check out this online website I just found recently!

It's called SES Fashion and the prices are surprisingly reasonable if you're looking for basic tops!
I can't tell if the quality is good or bad since I have not purchased anything from this site before. However, they should be reliable because they have a few shops in Queensland and Sydney, but not Melbourne. Also, the prices are cheaper than some blog shops in Malaysia, don't you agree? Hope you have fun shopping and do let me know if the quality is good or bad if you've purchased from this site before!

Enough about shopping! Moving on to something new.

Random but truthfully, I love cakes of all sorts. I had raspberry cheesecake for tea today in The Den or is it The Library? Their food there is comparatively decent compared to the rest of the campus but Sir John's Bar serves the best food on campus, hands down.

I know it sounds deceiving because it's a bar but their food is tasty and the price is decent. If you're a bloke who loves beer, the prices in Sir John's Bar is quite decent too. So, do try out the food there if you're ever in Monash Clayton!

Sponge cake with cream

I'm not sure when I took this but I found it in one of my old photography folder. Dang! I'm not even sure if it is sponge cake with cream, I am just guessing it is.

Today was a fulfilling day for me. Usually, I hate Thursdays because I have classes from 9am until 5pm with very little breaks in between. So I'll usually go hungry from 9am until 3pm every Thursday and it's really hard to concentrate in class when you can hear your tummy rumbling.

So, as I was saying, Thursday yesterday kept me reasonably happy and hungry. Most of my assignment results were returned to me and surprisingly, my self-esteem and confidence had a mega-boost! My lecturer strongly suggested that I should get my article published in a local newspaper.

I was so shocked I sat stunned on my chair for 5 seconds before I said, "Wow, I didn't expect that". He was lecturing and criticizing our quality of articles last week and surprisingly, he said only two articles stood out from the rest and one of them was mine!

There I am, one of the three Asians in a room filled with white-people in a white country and I was just shocked I did better than the local Australians! Nothing racist intended here. I just meant it in a cultural context.

So, I'm a happy girl and hopefully, I'll be able to maintain my average!

Cheers!

Poh Sim, Ng.

Gen Comm

2010-04-21T21:52:00.010+08:00

I just attended my first Photography Club committee meeting in Caulfield.
I feel that I should cut down my shopping budget in order to purchase a DSLR.

Oh, boy! I think I will get a job during my mid-year break to fund for a Canon DSLR.
I wonder if they make DSLRs in pink?

Ripped polka dot stockings

They're selling them for only AUD6 at Swanston Street. Those are torn because I snagged it against a nail. Bummer.

I miss eating A&W curly fries.

Goodnight!

Poh Sim, Ng.

Pucker Up

2010-04-20T20:22:00.005+08:00

I'm happy, don't read too much into my facial expression. I was just trying to pose!

Monash University sweater from Monash University shop,
Mini grey skirt from an online shop, White tights from an online shop,
White flats from Factory.

A friend of mine recently pose a challenge to me. The challenge is that I will have to change my style, that means no plaited-mini skirts, no ribbons, no polka dots! My challenge is to revamp my dress style for a week. For seven days, starting next week, I'll have to dress in a different style than what I usually wear. To make things more difficult, on one of those days, I'll have to dress in less than AUD20.

Reward: Self-satisfaction.

I have a feeling I would most probably give up half way through but, I'm so pump up for now!
Wish me luck!

Poh Sim, Ng.

Baby

2010-04-18T02:49:00.006+08:00

I have an assignment on Comedy. 3000 words. I am sorely tempted to submit this to my lecturer:

Comedy is funny. Hahaha (x 2997)

I really want to see his reaction if I do that. Unfortunately, since it will determine my pass or fail grade for this subject, I doubt I'll be doing just that.

Despite general opinions, comedy studies is not funny. In fact, there's nothing humorous about comedy as a subject of study in the academics of psychology or communication. The readings are dry and boring. No wonder our lecturer warned us in the first lecture that we will be losing our instincts of laughter by the end of the semester. Probably because we're too brain dead by the end of the semester due to all heavy readings to even process a joke.

Unhappy and boring things aside (see the irony!), I am so embarrassed to be admitting this but recently, I became addicted to Justin Bieber's song, "Baby". Honestly, only recently, as in, less than 24 hours. Fortunately, I can still preserve a little of my dignity since I prefer the acoustic cover of the song compared to the original one.

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ohhh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought youd always be mine mine

Arrowed directly at the heart?
Oh, and unfortunately, after watching the video clip for the original song a few times, yes, I do think Justin Bieber is quite adorable. In fact, if I was still fifteen, I would probably write "I'm going to marry Justin Bieber when I'm 21" in my Facebook profile. Unfortunately, I'm too old for that phase of life.

Oh and today, Manchester United got lucky. 18 seconds before full-time, they scored a goal. I can't believe such injustice still exists. God must have ignored my prayers! Oh well, He must be too busy nowadays since 2012 is not far off.

Peace off.

Poh Sim, Ng.

Gunners Bummers

2010-04-15T23:07:00.001+08:00

Arsenal failed their fans.

I'm one of em'. The let down fans.

=(

Poh Sim, Ng.

Comedy?

2010-04-12T14:54:00.005+08:00

Funniest joke on Facebook.

Here. I'm making an attempt to make a joke!

Poor, poor Brontosaurus, the Dinosaur.
Extinct and doomed never to return to life.

Have you ever wondered why Dinosaurs are extinct?

I did and my answer is: Dinosaurs make lousy pets, that's why they are extinct.
Ha-ha.

Sometimes when I am blogging, I forget who might be reading my entries. Oops.
I wonder if Mr. Stalked-by-Me reads my blog?

Regretfully, I should not have posted up the previous post. Personally, I feel that it drained the life from my blog! I think I should start looking for happy things to do besides worrying about my assignments every night and day.

Recently, I have been given hints by close friends that I should start considering a Mr. Right in my life. Unfortunately, how can I consider anything when all I'm left with for company every weekend is Mr. Assignment!

I recall watching an episode of Sex and The City where Cary appears on the front of the magazine she was posing for, looking very worse for wear with the tag line changed from Single and Fabulous! to Single and Fabulous?

I love that episode mainly because it revolved around how a question mark at the end of a sentence turned into a psychological and social complexity compared to an exclamation mark at the end of a sentence.

Meh, jokes aside, I really am putting all my time and effort to pursue my education. I am trying to keep up with my grades which had been consistently above average. I feel that I don't need anyone "special" right now because I am happy just the way I am.

I don't feel incomplete being single. I don't understand why most girls should feel incomplete being single either. This is not my first time questioning but is it the influence of media and all it airs about love and relationships that created a wishful desire in our search for "the other half"?

What happened to good old fate and love at first sight?
Actually, that's part of media influence too! Now that I think about it, my secret dream of falling in love romantically has now been crushed! Oh, no.

That's what happens when you're a Communication student that analyzes on the theoretical concepts of media and advertisement. You become critical about everything, even laughter.

Sometimes, in the middle of the lecture, I feel like screaming out, "OH for our sake and my sake, why the hell do you have to figure out why people laugh? We laugh because we're happy, we cry when we are unhappy, isn't that what humanity is all about?! Why do we have analyze everything in depth!"

And that, ladies and gentleman, as how I found the topic of my assignment.

It appears that I lost my sense of comedy today! Not surprising since I just completed my Youth Media assignment! Not quite sure if I answered correctly but then again, I'm never sure or confident with my assignments.

Glup, glup, glup, I need a dose of vitamin C for Confident!

Oh, and I managed to get into Monash Photography Club committee!
Now my resume for job application will look a little more complete!

Anyway, having Char Siew for dinner! I have to get as much rest and savior every moment of my freedom while it's possible!

Wink, wink!

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Images credited to Natalie Dee.

are we all we are?

2010-04-08T20:17:00.003+08:00

It's about the end of Easter holiday!

If only there are no assignments due next week, I would have felt a lot better.
Somehow, despite the fun that I've had, I was not able to shake off a hammering and thundering feeling of guilt.

Guilty because I have many assignments due next week and the following weeks to come but I appear to be overly relaxed and confident that I will be able to overcome the hurdles before me.
Guilty because while I believe I will be able to slide through these assignments, I don't feel confident enough to do so!

I think this month is a bad, bad, bad month for me. Maybe April is an unsuitable month for fools like me.

In a span of 8 days, I encountered 8 different personalities.

Some people are deceiving. Some are deceitful.
Some people are mean and unkind.
Some people do not think before they talk.
Some people are selfish.
Some people are not understanding.
Some people preach but do not practice.
Some people are uncaring.
Some people don't appreciate love.

I meet these people and I remind myself not to grow up like them. I want to become someone who will think before I speak. Care for others before myself. Generous and kind, never to take advantage of other people. Forefront and never deceitful yet perceiving. I want to be someone who will always be there for my friends to turn to, someone reliable.

At least I know I will always have friends I can turn to if I go bad, like a rotten apple.

Poh Sim, Ng.

stalker?

2010-04-04T22:24:00.002+08:00

I'm not sure what stalker really means but if stalkers goes by the definition of someone who checks the profile of "someone" everyday, talks to that "someone" whenever possible, I think... I just gained myself a new term, "stalker".

I can't help myself! Just blogging about it makes my face turns red. Oh, hush my blushing heart.
No, I'm not falling in love or anything. I'm just candy-stalking.

I made herbal eggs for Easter Day and therefore, I am happy.

Happy Easter celebration to all of you too!

Poh Sim, Ng.

555/800

2010-03-29T01:43:00.007+08:00

I think I have a stress induced tummy ache. I keep going to the bathroom.

I would...

knock my head against the wall but that would be painful even though it would probably give me a not-so-valid argument to sue the university for endangering my psychological and physical health through the medium of assignments but definitely a most valid reason to extend my assignment!

My 800 word assignment is a killer because my lecturer is really mean, strict and hard. So, I was on 555th word when I decided I should take a break. I managed to psychologically encourage my brain to work harder and faster by convincing her I'll bring her for a shopping therapy right after I hand in both my assignments due today (Monday, 4pm). So far, it seems to be working wonders. Usually, I will be fighting to keep my eye-lids open at 4.51am. Hopefully, I will be able to complete my assignment by 9.30am!

555/800 and I started at 12am. I have been keeping up with my 100word an hour schedule after all. Only 250 to 330 words left and I will be nearly stress-free before Easter break!

Back to Mr. Assignment, the joy-killer.

Poh Sim, Ng.

Back for 2010

2010-03-26T01:35:00.009+08:00

Oh yes, I'm back.

Black headband, Ballerina-studded flats from Nose,
Green-blue top from Dotti, Pinafore dress from Supre

Hey guys! It's been history since I came to my own blog. I came to my own conclusions without consulting anyone that my blog was that dead blog since I stopped blogging for 3 months during my summer break back in KL. Well,Kevin made me realise otherwise that there are still people visiting my blog.

So, I am back with new stories in a new semester in a new year! Well, to say that my life is boring would be a lie but to say that it is interesting would be mildly exaggerating. I guess I would compensate for something in between. I'm not a real goer for partying or clubbing anymore unless a tension of anticipation and stress builds up so strongly that I have a need for destress. When that moment happens, I am usually at crossroads deciding if I should go partying, clubbing or just point the needle at my compass towards "S" for Shopping.

I am definitely loving this semester despite the stress and workload which is definitely heavier than a truckload of wood logs. Heavier in a sense that they're both physically and mentally draining. It's a good thing thing that I have not been socially deprived from the society despite my busy schedule. On the contrary, my social and work slash study life seems to be going hand-in-hand. I think I'm finally starting to embrace Australia.

On personal health related issues, I finally managed to get rid of the tummy which had been arrogantly protruding itself as a public display during my Summer holidays. Honestly, the worst enemies are the one closes to you and in this case, my tummy. I was reading an article the other day and it is scientifically proven that:

"An hour of sex burns up 360 calories"

To this I added:

"An hour of shopping burns up 360 calories and AUD/RM 360"

Then again, I think that the most effective method for losing weight is the continual effects of stress! Stress suppresses my appetite and hunger for food very effectively without any effort involved. Although I could probably continue this post for another hour or so since I have nothing better to do at 4.55am (I woke up from an assignment-haunting nightmare), I doubt anyone would be interested to spend another hour reading a biography of my life and affairs.

So, I'll be leaving you for now and will be back another time to blog about something else. If there are anything in particular that you want to know about, do let me know as well!

See you soon.

Poh Sim, Ng.

Ad: Los Angeles Office Movers

2009-11-20T19:24:00.004+08:00

I have been steadily abandoning my blog. Since I lost my camera, I had also lost my enthusiasm to blog. Anyhow, I received an email from one of my advertisers and they're paying me to blog about this post. So, I thought to myself, "Why not?".

A 500 word essay about my life and something which connects to this link: Los Angeles Office Movers and I'll be able to buy a new book or top tomorrow. So, I think if anyone of my readers are from Los Angeles and are interested or looking for office movers, you can probably click on the link or call 1-800-431-3920 for more information.

I will be going back to Kuala Lumpur in less than 4 days and I am quite excited since I am desperately in need of a long vacation. Also looking forward to meeting up with my friends, shopping and eating out in my favourite restaurants. On the other hand, I'm definitely going to miss the peace and security in Melbourne. My mom told me this evening that a snatch thief used a hammer and hit the woman on the head before snatching her handbag as she was walking towards a temple. What in the world is the government doing? What in the world are the police doing? Why are we paying our taxes when we receive nothing in return? I can only continue asking why but no actions will be taken except I will probably be apprehended by the police when I return to Malaysia. Hence, for my own sake, I shall keep my thoughts to myself until I am able to ensure that my voice will be heard loud and clear by the masses for the people, to the people.

On a more random issue, Australian clubbing is.. different.

See you soon.

Poh Sim, Ng.

Los Angeles Office Movers

#2

2009-11-06T05:24:00.004+08:00

Shopping frenzy. I'm turning into someone who has nothing better to do but go shopping everyday. Not something I am proud of. Definitely, a no no.

Sorry for the boring word-only blog posts. I lost my camera. Below is taken with Rave's Canon Ixus70. Huge difference from my Canon Ixus80is as you can see.

Black headband from Aldo, White tank top, Black pinafore dress from Supre, Brown clutch from Le Sportsec, Beige wedges from Hartamas Shopping Centre.

I decided to buy vitamins yesterday because vitamins are good for health?
At least, psychologically, I feel healthier everytime I consume one capsule.
It's pretty cheap to buy vitamins here, cheaper than Malaysia apparently.

I bought 400capsules of Evening Primrose Oil and 400capsules of Fish Oil Omega 3 for AUD15 each. AUD30 for both, when converted to RM is about RM95. 800 capsules in total for RM 95! Which means each capsule costs only RM0.10-Rm0.15! I only have to spend less than RM1 a day to stay healthy! Now if you count it this way, without thinking, "RM90 for vitamins, no way!", you'll realise it's wise investment you're making here.

According to Felicia who has been eating Fish Oil and Evening Primrose Oil (EPO) capsules since she was young, they're both really vital.

Fish Oil helps maintain your cardiovascular system, eye function, brain function, cholesterol level and nervous system. It also relieves arthritis, swollen joints, dermatitis, psoriasis and any inflammatory disorders.

I maintained to my argument that my brain functions perfectly well, in fact, I strongly believe my brain is way smarter than any fish brain. The only reason I am buying Fish Oil capsules is to come up with an excuse for the future if I ever flunk a subject. I'm going to tell my mom, "I did perfectly fine until I started eating Fish Oil capsules. The fish made me stupid."

Ok, just kidding.

According to Felicia, it is also vital that all women above the age of 18 to consume EPO because it helps reduce pre-menstrual tension (PMS) and slows down menopause. Clinically, it is also proven to reduce eczema, which is a common skin disease nowadays.

So, here's a word of advice: Hurry to your latest pharmacy to procure 800capsules of vitamins.

I also consume Vitamin C on a daily basis. Not so much for the healthy purpose, more likely because I pop them into my mouth like sweets. It works nonetheless.

Off to the Melbourne State Library to study and perhaps, have a girly night out tonight.
18 days to KL.

Poh Sim, Ng.

E-generation

2009-10-26T01:44:00.002+08:00

Silly me, I still can't recall how I lost my camera.
Well, I sulked over it for nearly three days now.
About time to expose myself to some fresh air and sunshine.

Funny thing is, I seem to be the only one upset over my loss.
Mom just said, "Get a new camera".
I can't help feeling upset I suppose. After all, it was my 21st birthday gift.
It's less than 10months old and not a scratch!
It was my pretty pink Canon and I lost it.
For awhile, my tag line was "Fuck my life".
I just seem appropriate.

I can't help being sentimental.
I can't stop holding on to old things.
I know I'm old school but I can't help it.

Mat said "This is the E-generation".
E for Emo. Everyone is entitled to be Emo.
So, no one is blaming me for behaving like a spoilt brat Emo-ing as though the human race will be coming to an end since I lost my camera.

My exams are approaching in a few days time.
Good luck.

Poh Sim, Ng.

P.s. I wrote a song. A happy song.

gone

2009-10-21T18:36:00.002+08:00

FML. I lost my camera.

#1

2009-10-19T20:17:00.005+08:00

So, I had nothing better to do few days back but now I'm stuck fast with a load of assignments. One completed today, another due tomorrow. Lucky me.

I recently decided to start my personal look book. Even though I have a big appetite for shopping, apparently according to most of my girl friends, my sense of fashion is far from fashionable. Which, I cannot disagree.

My usual outfit would be a t-shirt, trustee pair of jeans and a pair of flats. Unfortunately, t-shirt and jeans doesn't make me stand out since I don't have a hot body. I'm not a jewelery type-of girl either and I would probably be the worst female to consult issues such as make-up. I can probably tell you which Dota character has what skills, but ask me something like, "What is a mascara for?" and I would probably go, "Er, no idea... for your eyes, right?". So, in an effort to create a more feminine-me, I'm starting a look book to photograph my sense of fashion as it evolves. My #1 was shot sometime last week!

Ralp Lauren pink polo, Zara dark blue blouse, Nine West sling bag, dark blue tights,
Nose silver ballerina flats, FCUK watch, pink headband.

I put on more weight recently. I'm eating so much nowadays I would probably qualify as a baby elephant by the end of the year.

Tomorrow, I will celebrate, congratulate and shout hooray once I have completed my last assignment for the semester. Goodnight.

Poh Sim, Ng.

Chocolate Chip Fashion Project

2009-10-13T23:57:00.006+08:00

Hi guys. I was mildly depressed this morning. I haven't been doing as well as I have been hoping for in my Journalism assignments. It's quite depressing that the subject which I am most interested in this semester is failing me on my grades. Still, I'm not going to give up, trying to suck it in and work hard for my Distinction.

As I was tidying my cupboard today (to get over my depression), I realized I have been doing a little too much shopping. More than I intended to before I came here. I also have way too much clothes back in Malaysia and I need to clear some space in my wardrobe! So, I came up with a plan just as I was playing DOTA.

When I am back in November - February, I think I am going to sell most of my new & old clothes online. I'm calling it the Chocolate Chip Project. As it happens, I was eating chocolate chips and they just inspired me.

Off to play League of Legends.

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Original comic credited to Natalie Dee.

Faith

2009-10-10T17:02:00.006+08:00

I'm a happy person that lives for the present, not the past.
I'm optimistic that even in the darkest hours of our life, nothing can break us apart if the light in our hearts never stop shining. This light represents our faith, our faith in God.

And its very important to understand the difference between religion and faith. Faith is a feeling, faith is a hunch…that there is something bigger connecting it all…connecting us all together.

We don't have to prove our faith to anyone. Faith is not proven by how many songs we sing, how loud we shout our praises or how high we lift our hands. God knows the strength of our faith if the light in our heart continues to shine stronger even in the darkest hours. Connecting ourselves with this act of belief that God will help overcome all odds is an act of faith.

What faith can do by Kutless.

Everybody falls sometimes
Gotta find the strength to rise
From the ashes and make a new beginning
Anyone can feel the ache
You think it’s more than you can take
But you are stronger, stronger than you know
Don’t you give up now
The sun will soon be shining
You gotta face the clouds
To find the silver lining

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

It doesn’t matter what you’ve heard
Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try
Everybody’s scared to death
When they decide to take that step
Out on the water
It’ll be alright
Life is so much more
Than what your eyes are seeing
You will find your way
If you keep believing

Overcome the odds
You don't have a chance
(That’s what faith can do)
When the world says you can’t
It’ll tell you that you can!

I’ve seen dreams that move the mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
And I’ve seen miracles just happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do
That's what faith can do!
Even if you fall sometimes
You will have the strength to rise

Thank Julian for making this my favourite song of the week.

Poh Sim, Ng.

Mid Term Break: Chapter 1

2009-10-09T23:53:00.016+08:00

P.s. I took notice of you several years ago and I always thought you were sort of cool and all but I was always too shy to say hi. I wonder if you're reading this. Well, if you are, Hi.

I start this post with a picture of myself! Tell me, am I fatter because a lot of people including my dearest brother has been telling me I put on weight. I know my face is rounder. I quite like the chubby fats on my face though I absolutely hate the fats I have gained on my tummy.

Fat or not?

Tonight will be another one of those nights I will struggle to keep my eyes open as I fight my biological clock to stay awake. I fell sick last Sunday and I've been coughing non-stop since Monday night. Sick, but happy.

I received my results on Thursday and I'm proud to say that my efforts paid off more than I expected. I remember Kaireen once telling me if I ever stop procrastinating till the last 12 hours to complete my assignments, I would probably excel better. She was right and boy, do I miss her.

Last week was packed with different plans everyday to fulfill part of my mission crossing over the borders of Malaysia to a foreign country - "cultural experience". I visited many places, met new and old friends, scored a High Distinction in my thesis on Australia's shopping culture, ate more than my share of fill and basically just enjoyed myself as an international student.

I believe that as students, even though studying is our primary motive, we should not disengage ourselves from having fun and enjoying our youth while time still permits. As university students, our complete euphoria for freedom is nearing its expiry date as obligations and commitment are soon approaching when we start to build our career. Life as a student isn't all about achieving High Distinctions, it's also about making friends, having fun, booze (for some people), parties and creating experiences we can reminiscent when we're older.

I live in the present and I try to make everyday so beautiful
That it'll be worth remembering.

Anyway, who cares about studying when one is being presented with such glorious, mouth-watering, appetite seducing food!

Initially, Victoria, Felicia and I were suppose to hurry over to Camberwell for their Sunday flee market which is only open from 11a.m to 12.30p.m. However, being first timers, not only did we miss the flee market by half an hour, we were also menacingly hungry by the time we met up with one another from different parts of Melbourne. Felicia suggested that we should have our lunch in Sofia's, famous for it's cheap and huge portion of pastas and pizza. Boy, was she right.

My jaws fell open 3 times, once for every new dish served. We ordered carbonara (I was too busy stuffing my mouth with food I forgot to snap a picture), Sofia's special pizza and a garlic bread which only amounted to about AUD12 per person. There were more than enough leftovers for another 2 to 3 person and would probably have been even cheaper when divided.

A definite thumbs up from me! Not the best Italian restaurant but definitely worth it for the price, quality and quantity. It's really easy to find your way to Sofia's in Camberwell. Take any train from Flinders/Southern Cross/Melbourne Central heading to Lilydale and get out at the Camberwell stop. It's approximately a 20minute train ride. Sofia's is just across the street from the train station.

Sofia's Restaurant:
857 Burke Rd
Camberwell VIC 3124
(03) 9882 1142

I will leave the Camberwell Sunday flee market shopping salivation for another day. A few weeks ago, I posted about my tourist visit to one of the main attractions in Melbourne known as Phillip Island. I revisited Phillip Island last month, 2 weeks or so after my first visit and this time I was able to snap better pictures of the penguin conservation area.

Apparently, these little penguins are very noisy lovers and they have a 17% divorce rate yearly. It was also fortunate that I revisited Phillip Island since the second time I went there, it was the penguins' mating season and I even saw how some penguins were physically affectionate to one another!

Since we drove to Phillip Island this time instead of taking a tourist bus, we decided to return to the city for our dinner. We headed to Lygon street which is famous for its many arrays of delicacies and headed to Grill'd for dinner. Grill's burgers are the healthiest and most delicious burgers I have ever eaten. The first time I went there, I shared a Melbourne Special with my sister while the second time I went with Victoria, each of us ordered their famous Baa Baa burger. Like Benny said, "You can find beef burger in Malaysia but not lamb burgers".

Melbourne Special @ Grill'd, Lygon Street

Baa Baa Burger @ Grill'd, Camberwell

Each time I eat in Grill'd, I'm filled with satisfaction. The burgers there are slightly more expensive but sinfully more worth it than any burgers you have ever eaten in McDonald's. It costs around AUD11-15 for a burger, excluding drinks and chips. Then again, it's also really healthy with tomato, salad and avocado sandwiched between the bread. The portion is also huge enough to fill one's hunger with satisfied yummyness.

Website: Grill'd

Another tourist attraction in Melbourne is known as the Great Ocean Road tour where tourists can admire the Twelve Apostles. More accurately, there are only 7 apostles left since most of the rocks have fallen apart. Great Ocean Road tour is nothing more than a 6 hour ride in the bus to enjoy the sea and rock scenery in Melbourne.

At least, I would and can only describe it with this little enthusiasm since I have no interest nor do I intend to develop any interest admiring rocks. Still, I was really lucky because I went there on a bright and sunny day. The sky was so blue it made the tour more than enjoyable.

Felicia, Poh Sim and May Lee @ Great Ocean Road Tour

As you can see, I was intoxicated with happiness at the end of the day. Also, on an unrelated notice, did you know that Melbourne time has been fast-forwarded by an hour due to daylight savings? Meaning, we're now running 3 hours faster than Malaysian time. I will leave my second part of the holiday experience for another night's worth of blogging since I highly doubt I can squeeze 10 days worth of experience into a single blog post.

Good night and sleep tight.

Poh Sim, Ng.

Mid Term Break

2009-10-07T11:47:00.002+08:00

I was so busy enjoying myself during the holidays I forgot to take care of my health and looks. Now, I'm stuck with pimples and phlegm and I think this guy in my tutorial from USA is really cute... maybe he likes girls with pimples?

I'm spent my holidays visiting several places in Melbourne and did some decent catching-up with some worthy friends. I'm going to upload the photos as soon as Mr. and Mrs. Phlegm decides to stop breeding in my body.

I'm feeling severely broke with all my spending during my mid-term break and quite discouraged to attend my classes tomorrow since I am going to receive my graded assignments back. The lack of confidence in me deservingly ought to be punished. Still, I think all those money spent was worth it since I traded them for good food, great sights and "cultural experience". I also bought a lot of chocolates for my love ones back in Malaysia! Needless to say, my shopping experience has heighten. Now I am semi-contemplating if I should go for The Ataris concert even though their concert date is really close to my finals and bomb a little more of my savings?

I am finally back in Clayton after nearly two weeks camping in my sister's house at Melbourne city. It's cold and quiet here.

Off to snooze.

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Original comic credited to Natalie Dee.

Week 9

2009-09-17T20:08:00.002+08:00

I have never spent as much as 48hours for a brain-blowing assignment. Life sucks.
I want to be that animal below.

Tickle-giggle-poo! :0)

Poh Sim, Ng

Merdeka

2009-09-16T18:00:00.003+08:00

Now, THIS is a good reason to celebrate Merdeka.

Sharyn Lisa Shufiyan, 24
Conservationist
(Tunku Abdul Rahman’s great granddaughter)

“Both my parents are Malay. My mum’s heritage includes Chinese, Thai and Arab, while my dad is Minangkabau. Due to my skin colour, I am often mistaken for a Chinese.

“I’m happy that I don’t have the typical Malay look but I do get annoyed when people call me Ah Moi or ask me straight up: “Are you Chinese or Malay?”

“Like, why does it matter? Before I used to answer ‘Malay’, but now I’m trying to consciously answer ‘Malaysian’ instead.

“There’s this incident from primary school that I remember till today. Someone told me that I will be called last during Judgement Day because I don’t have a Muslim name. Of course, I was scared then but now that I’m older, I realise that a name is just a name. It doesn’t define you as a good or bad person and there is definitely no such thing as a ‘Muslim’ name. You can be named Rashid and still be a Christian.

“I’ve heard of the 1Malaysia concept, but I think we don’t need to be told to be united. We’ve come such a long way that it should already be embedded in our hearts and minds that we are united. Unfortunately, you can still see racial discrimination and polarisation. There is still this ethno-centric view that the Malays are the dominant group and their rights must be protected, and non-Malays are forever the outsiders.

“For the concept to succeed, I think the Government should stop with the race politics. It’s tiring, really. We grew up with application forms asking us to tick our race. We should stop painting a negative image of the other races, stop thinking about ‘us’ and ‘them’ and focus on ‘we’, ‘our’ and ‘Malaysians’.

“No one should be made uncomfortable in their own home. A dear Chinese friend of mine said to me once: ‘I don’t feel patriotic because I am not made to feel like Malaysia is my home, and I don’t feel an affinity to China because I have never lived there’.

“I know some Baba Nyonya friends who can trace their lineage back hundreds of years. I’m a fourth generation Malaysian. If I am bumiputra, why can’t they be, too? Clearly I have issues with the term.

“I think the main reason why we still can’t achieve total unity is because of this ‘Malay Rights’ concept. I’d rather ‘Malay Rights’ be replaced by human rights. So unless we get rid of this bumiputra status, or reform our views and policies on rights, we will never achieve unity.

“For my Merdeka wish, I’d like for Malaysians to have more voice, to be respected and heard. I wish that the Government would uphold the true essence of parliamentary democracy. I wish for the people to no longer fear and discriminate against each other, to see that we are one and the same.

“I wish that Malaysia would truly live up to the tourism spin of ‘Malaysia Truly Asia’.

Phillip Island

2009-09-12T21:26:00.003+08:00

It's such a stressful week for me with so many assignments due at the same time. Thank goodness I have been keeping up with my reading. It pays to be an industrious student. Few days ago, I was able to upload a portion of my photos and transfer them too my Photobucket.

I'm not a very skillful photographer. Anyway, just a finish up on the post about my parents' visit in Melbourne and our trip to Phillip Island. For more details, just skip past the photos and scroll to the bottom.he

The weather was beautiful and just right for a tourist visit in the outdoors. It was windy but sunny and thankfully, it did not rain the entire day.

These were some of the pictures I was not able to upload previously during my visit to the farm in Phillip Island. Besides exposing us to farm animals such as horses, trained dogs, chickens, ducks, peacocks, wallabies (smaller version of kangaroos), sheep and cows, they also gave every tourist an opportunity to feed the baby animals, milk the cow, showed us how trained farm dogs steer a herd of sheep and showed us how they sheer sheep wool!

Koalas are not cute or furry despite how adorably gentle they look as soft toys. On the contrary, they are rough and lazy. I think China pandas are cuter.

Yup, I enjoyed my visit to Phillip Island and I would recommend anyone coming as a student or tourist to Melbourne to visit Phillip Island as well!

Basically, the tourist pack for a visit to Phillip Island varies between AUD 75-100, including all entries to the four attractions known as Churchill Island, The Nobbies, Koalas and Penguin Parade. It takes about one and a half hour from the city to Phillip Island.

Website: Phillip Island

My latest photo. I think I am fat.

After completing my assignments this coming Friday, I will be heading over to the city for some shopping and partying. I had not been doing anything of those sorts lately since I have been occupied with assignments and online discussions.

My mid-term break is coming soon on 28th of September and I can't wait!

Poh Sim, Ng.

this is life

2009-09-04T01:54:00.005+08:00

I spent the day feeling restless and selfishly wasted a day succeeding nothing. I should have known better than to waste 24 hours of my life away doing nothing but sit, stare, stone and sleep. What if tomorrow will be the day I find out that everyday after that could probably be my last day. I don't ever want to waste my life away ever again. Thank you Sara and Eunice Lee for reminding me that every second of Life is Precious.

I know it is awkward starting my blog with an excerpt of a personal and emotional outburst. Even though there are a few things I have to highlight in this post, I still find it consider it dear to me to release a thought which has been troubling me these past few weeks.

I woke up and opened my eyelids only to be blinded by the darkness of the room. I hear the silent whispers of the night and my mind flashes through a million possibilities and then everything stops.

It suddenly occurred to me - What if today would be the day I woke up without any of my love ones?

I started weeping on my bed as I realize how fragile life is.
I thought about my Mom and Dad. Sister and brother. Grandma and grandpa. Aunties and uncles. Cousins and relatives. Childhood friends. High school friends. College mates. Uni friends.

I don't ever want to think about the days that will come, thinking I'll always have tomorrow to do the things I love to do with people I love. What if tomorrow never comes.
I want to spend as much time as possible with everyone I care for every moment in the present second. I want to spend my life accomplishing as much things as possible. If tomorrow never comes, I'll always have today and all the yesterdays to look back to.

Thank you Sara for reminding me that Life is too more precious to waste time on silly heartbreaks and sleepless nights.

Parents in Melbourne - Chapter One

So, last Sunday at 8.30a.m I met my parents at the Melbourne International Airport. Evidently, I am the biological child of Mr. and Mrs. Ng since both of them missed their original flight which was suppose to arrive on Saturday at 8.30a.m. Story goes that my Dad was caught in an extremely bad traffic on Friday evening and thus missed the flight. So, instead of damping everyone's spirit, he bought two new one way ticket to Melbourne to spend a week with my sister and I. It's hereditary that we're always caught up in one drama after another.

Two months since I last saw my parents and you can bet your feathered heads I was really excited when I saw both of them! My sister, having been here for more than 4 years brought us around to all the most delicious dining area around Melbourne city including fine dining and Chinese cuisine.

Pork chops, land chops, chicken chop, chips with mushroom dressing

Needless to say, I skipped all my lectures last week just so I would be able to spend more time with my parents. Of the few days they were here, we decided to join a city tour to Phillip Island, a nature park in Melbourne. We paid AUD 72.00 for each adult, inclusive of all entries and transportation to all the tourist sites on Phillip Island. Of course, the most appealing attraction in Phillip Island is the Penguin Parade where visitors can see the world's smallest penguins in their natural habitat!

Unfortunately, no cameras were allowed. Hence I wasn't able to take any photos of those adorable tiny weeny fast waddling penguins but here are some pictures taken elsewhere in Phillip Island!

Heritage Farm @ Phillip Island, Melbourne, Australia

So the weather was sunny and thoroughly enjoyable. I felt like rolling and basking under the sun all day in the warm fields with the cows! I'll upload the rest of the photos another day with a more detailed post. I just found out the reason Blogger has been uploading my pictures really slowly is because my house ran out of internet.

Plus, assignments are slowly killing me! Haven't opened Warcraft in ages! Oh, and I finally acquired my new laptop my parents. It's a HP Pavilion dv2. Just thought I wanted to rub it in.

Poh Sim, Ng.

P.s. I am super irritated. It took me 3 days to upload those pictures above.

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2009-09-02T17:10:00.005+08:00

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I can't update because Blogger uploader is working very slowly today and I have too many photos to upload.

week 6

2009-08-25T02:35:00.003+08:00

My parents are in Melbourne.

3 is offering another 30 days of free Facebook on mobile! When I read the message today, it totally made my day because I love to Facebook through my mobile nowadays especially when I'm in the train or waiting for something exciting to happen. I have not been updating my blog regularly because my parents arrived in Melbourne on Sunday.

Believe it or not, they missed their flight on Friday so my dad had to buy another ticket to Melbourne. I'm just glad they made it here despite the reports about H1N1 being a notorious health hazard now around the world.

Anyway, this basicaly sums up why I haven't been online very often except on Facebook. It's because I can access Facebook for free via my mobile! Off to finish my Journalism Ethics assignment, have a great week ahead all of you!

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Pictures credited to Natalie Dee.

Sorry if I'm sensitively insensitive

2009-08-18T00:38:00.008+08:00

This is an exclusive post.

I am currently... confused. I know I'm born a sensitive creature but I doubt that's a sin. It's just that being overly sensitive can be a serious communication issue especially when it involves living with other people. I thought that by expressing my feelings and view, it would solve the issue. Apparently, sometimes, life isn't that simple. Now I understand how the term "politics" take place. Simply because communication isn't as easy as saying ABC.

I always thought as friends, we should just be straightforward and tell each other out front if we feel as though there's something wrong to prevent a friendship from straining further. Suffice to say, I was wrong. Even though I do not feel guilty about it nor do I feel bad for saying what I said, I can't help questioning myself - Did I do the right thing? I mean, it IS better to say something out and express it just so you can clear everything up, right? It should be better than keeping everything in because it would be tragically wrong if we waited for the wrong moment to burst. I thought as friends, being genuine and truthful is one of the most important qualities. Why then does it appear as though I am in the wrong for saying my thoughts out loud alone to my friend. Why then does it feel as though now that I've said it, my thoughts are cleared but it feels as though as our friendship is concerned, I've just created an invisible wall?

Tell me, am I wrong? Maybe I really need to relearn my communication skills especially now that I'm living with other people. I'll take it as a challenge from today to be less sensitive and more accepting.

Poh Sim, Ng.

I <3 Indie

2009-08-14T20:03:00.004+08:00

Is it the same picture, or not?

Please download Joshua Radin's - "I'd Rather Be You"

Now here's the sun, come to dry the rain
Warm my shoulders and relieve my pain
You're the one thing that I'm missing here
With you beside me I no longer fear.
- Joshua Radin

Life is so unpredictable I just want to live like there's no tomorrow so that if I ever fail to wake up the next day, I'll sleep on without having regrets. Sometimes, even when we've made the best preparations for our future, there is no guarantee that life would turn out the way we envision it to be. So why not just do the best we can in our life and move on without any regrets.

A few days back, my laptop failed to start. First, I panicked. Then I felt like crying. I felt so stress I was not able to fall back asleep thinking about all the assignments I had to complete. Then, I gradually relaxed as I thought to myself, "Whether I sleep or stay awake, stress or stay calm, my computer isn't going to work." With that, gradually I calmed down and fell back to sleep.

At 21, I realize that in the end, there was nothing I could do even if I cried, panicked or cursed a string of bad words. Bad and good things just happen. This is part of life that we can't prevent. However, as humans, we have the choice how we want to live our life despite the ups and downs. I have decided to accept and embrace the ups and downs in life with open arms by staying positive all the way.

What about you?

Poh Sim, Ng.

P.s. I have no idea what this has to this with the first question.

week 4

2009-08-12T00:59:00.024+08:00

Sorry for the ~~procrastinated~~ delayed update.

Clearly, I have not had much time to update my blog. I am now in Week 4 of my semester in Monash. This is officially my 42nd day in Melbourne since I arrived! I am adapting to the weather fairly well. However, I still hate the unpredictable weather especially when it starts to rain even though the sun is shining so brightly.

So much to say, so little time to write. I will keep some of the more interesting stories which happened to me in Melbourne for next week's post.

For now, I managed to capture some pictures with my E71 (3.2megapixels). Forgive me if the pictures look slightly retarded. Frankly, I do not have much time editing it since everyday is filled with different things for me to do. By the time I arrive home, I am usually completely spent and all I want to do is crawl under the warm blankets and reluctantly wake up the next morning.

My timetable is fairly simple. From last semester's experience, I have made a vow never to do my assignments on the last day, so I have been doing my readings quite consistently! I am rather proud since I have been keeping to my word and procrastination have not been part of my timetable.Usually, I will study from Tuesday to Thursday. Sometimes, even Friday. Then I will go to the city to do some catching up with my friends, either that or I will go for my weekend shopping therapy to distress myself. On Monday, I will be back in Clayton to study. I usually cook every Monday, Wednesday and Friday, if I am home in Clayton.

Now that I think about it, I just realize I forgot to take pictures of Monash Clayton/Caulfield and my house. I think I will leave that for another day when my parents come over to Melbourne to bring me my new laptop, a HP TX2. I am so excited just thinking about it! It's a touch screen laptop! One I get it, I will finally be able to use my Canon Ixus 80IS to take more photos and upload them. Also excited for the fact that my parents will be arriving here next Saturday!

Anyway, pictures! This is a small part of the city, called Bourke Street and it is one of my favorites since it's the street which pretty much has all the major brands like Ruby, Sportsgal, Supre etc.

There are also two major departmental stores here which is Myers and David Jones which carries all the exclusive brands like Marc Jacobs, Salvatore Ferragamo, Longchamp, Burberry etc.

310 Bourke Street
Melbourne, VIC 3000
Website: David Jones

This is Supre. It looks small from the outside but it actually cconsists of 2 floors. Supre is one of the cheapest brands in Melbourne as far as I know. It carries a whole different range of styles from t-shirts to frilly blouses, short skirts, belts, tights, sweaters etc. Comparatively, it reminds me of FOS back in KL except the clothes here are nicer. If you actually compare the clothes here dollar to dollar without converting it, I think it's much more reasonable to shop here than in KL.

Last weekend when I went over the city and after meeting up with Choo Yang, Aaron, Kiat Hoong, Sha and Arun, fortunately, I stopped by Supre since they were having a special weekend sales.

The above were some of the shots I took while waiting in the que for the dressing room. This is only part of the 2nd floor shop in Supre. Clearly, you can note how messy the shop was since everyone was just simply grabbing and dropping off clothes on the racks. I bought some stuff for myself and pretty good deals too I must say!

BOURKE ST MALL
284-292 Bourke St
Melbourne VIC
Ph: +61 3 9929 9100
Fax: +61 3 9929 9111
Website: Supre.com

Well, you can also shop online on Supre.com but theire online special offers are not very attractive from my point of view.

The week before, I met up with Victoria in Chinatown for some dim sum. I forgot to take photos of the shop, I only took a shot of Chinatown after I left the restaurant with her! Nevermind, another day perhaps.

That is pretty much how Chinatown in Melbourne looks like. Unlike Malaysia where it is messy and packed with little stalls draped with plastic covers, it is quiet, clean, neat and tidy here. There aren't any stalls because they're all in shops and you can't find cheap immitations or men in dyed golden hair shouting out for you to buy cheap, pirated DVDS. The whole street in Chinatown consists mostly of Asian eatery with Chinese restaurants as the major attractions. What I find most interesting about Melbourne's Chinatown is the fact that they even have a website: Chinatown Melbourne

200 Bourke St
Melbourne VIC 3000
Website: Chinatown Melbourne

I was walking back from Crown Casino to Flinder Street when I decided to take a random picture of the main part of teh city from the outside. So here is a little view of Melbourne city from the outter rim of the city circle.

Not having a car in Melbourne isn't really a problem since most people travel by public transportations. Unlike in Malaysia, where you can get raped, killed, molested or kidnapped when taking public transport, it is fairly safe here. Unlike the busses in KL where you will have to wait for nearly an hour before they arrive, the busses and trams here are really punctual! Usually, when I am in the city, I will travel by tram but when I am in Clayton or Cauilfield, my mode of transportation would vary between the train, bus or my God-given legs.

Finally, before I call it a night, the one thing which everyone has to know about Australia is besides the peculiar weather, the sky turns dark at a very unusual time from my perspective. From 5.30pm onwards, you'll find yourself walking under a dark sky which would probably remind you of 7pm Malaysian time.

I took this picture while walking back to Docklands from DFO, on a bridge connecting from Southern Cross Station to Etihad stadium.

Anyhow, it's close to 5am here. I believe it would be wiser if I crawl under my blankets now to catch a few hours of sleep before I wake up at 8am for my 9am Communication and Creativity class.

P.S. KL is still the best place to shop when there are mega sales.

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Original comic credited to Natalie Dee.

week 2

2009-07-25T23:10:00.005+08:00

I finally found some time to blog after a few days of hectic schedule.
I skipped my Journalism Ethics lecture on the second week of my semester, oops, darn, yes I feel bad but it's really because I was not feeling that enthusiastic about attending a lecture with a swollen eye. No, not because someone punched me but rather, I took the wrong medicine for a slight flu and my body rejected the medicine by developing a swollen eye.

Last week was my first week of the semester. Surprisingly, nothing much has changed for me in terms of academics environment. Monash Clayton is pretty much a mixture of Australian and Asian students. I doubt anyone would feel lost or out of place studying in such a vast variety of cultural exposure. Overwhelmed at the beginning, maybe, but definitely not lost.

I know I have been promising pictures of Melbourne taken from my perspective but as time has not been generous with me, I really do not have the time to upload any photos at all. All I can say is, Monash Malaysia students, hurry and get your asses over here because I miss you all so much and Clayton is a wonderful place to study and Melbourne is a superb place to shop.

Also, Si Min please hurry here because I miss my personal navigator and I keep getting lost in my campus because every damn tutorial and lecture is held at a different building and it takes me as much effort to find my way out of the jungle as it does for me to find my way through 50 plus buildings.

I finally went for a shopping spree in Melbourne city and off Melbourne city && I love shopping here. I bought bags, flats, boots, blouses, cardigans etc. I am going to hit the city again next week and cross my fingers, let's hope I will be able to fill in the gaps of my closet by the end of this semester.

Anyway, I have loads to do, mainly because I missed out on my lecture today. I have to listen/watch my online lecture later, log onto Blackboard to participate in a Ethics discussion, read my weekly readings then go to sleep. Let me just try and get my life on the right track again before I return to blogging about what's been happening here. The next post, yes, hopefully, soon, will definitely be uploaded with photos that I have taken with my camera phone.

Wish me luck!

Poh Sim, Ng.

settling down

2009-07-13T14:32:00.006+08:00

While typing this post, I am feeding myself fat with Arnotts Mint Slice chocolate coated biscuits, one of my favorite all-time snacks. Also, I am celebrating since I finally know my way around the city!

Few days back however, I was scolded by a tram driver just because I took the correct tram from the wrong direction. So it went North instead of South. I panicked, asked him if he's going back South and he glared at me and asked me to sit down and not move from my sit for another 45minutes. Then he was really mean cause he glared at me with that "Are you stupid, you dumbass Chinese?" look. How the hell was I suppose to know which tram to take since I have only been to the city less than 5 times? Asshole. Racist tram driver.

Fortunately, everyone else I have met so far in Melbourne city is friendly and nice.
It's a great city besides the cold cold weather which I am still trying to adapt.
Plus, it's SALES right now in Melbourne but I haven't bought anything so far besides an Abercrombie jacket which I love 100percent. Finally, I am able to buy original, non-rejected Abercrombies! I am contemplating if I should get a Country Road & Sportsgirl bag, you know the huge ones which most students in Australia carry around. Since they're not on sale, I can take my time contemplating. Probably, I am SO going to get it.

Even so, fashion isn't really one of my main agendas in Melbourne, for now. Since the weather is so cold, the main issue is keeping myself warm all the time. Also, I'm still trying to digest the fashion and dressing styles here. Unlike Malaysia, where T-shirt and jeans is pretty much the staple fashion wear, most people here dresses really well. Jackets, tights and scarfs are pretty common around here and it is absolutely refreshing to note the fact that people around here do dress DECENTLY. Decently, as in, no LALA fashion. (Maybe there are, but very few!)

Well, I'm trying to makes sure I'll be able to keep to my appointment with my clothes to dress well when the semester starts next week. Groan, talking about clothes makes me think of Kaireen, Joanne and Si Min. Groan, when are you all coming over?

Anyway, I managed to arrange my timetable last week and double yip single hurray, I only have classes three times a week. Which gives me a lot of free time to loiter around and sleep. I am finding it totally nerve wrecking that I have to go for lectures and tutorials not knowing anyone all over again! It's like swallowing a Bertie Botts Every Flavor Bean and not knowing what to expect. It could be earwax, chocolate, strawberry or pepper for all I know.

Speaking of flavors and food, on average, the food here costs around $10 but the portion is so huge I think I'll grow fatter by the end of the semester. Saying that though, the food here is fantastic especially for Japanese food lovers like me. You can even eat nasi lemak here, the Malaysian style, only, you have to pay $8 instead of RM4.

Watching movies in the theaters is a killer though since there are no student rates here! It is minimum $11 per ticket regardless where the sits are. Still, I managed to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen here and I have to say, the movie is pretty disappointing. I really disagree with those rave reviews that the director did a good job. I thought the narrative of the film was lousy.

So, anyway, besides the weather, the lifestyle here is comparatively better than Malaysia. At least, that's my current perspective. Well, that's it for now since I'm waiting for the pictures to load into my mini but good for nothing else laptop. Blah now, I have to go cook my dinner! I love cooking!
Like, seriously.

I am also serious whenI kindly and gently ask if you will please visit this online clothing site which my dear friend owns. Packed with the most gorgeous things, I honestly tell you:
Lovely-Sunday.

Have a lovely week.

Poh Sim, Ng.

wassup mate

2009-07-05T14:26:00.003+08:00

Sun, where art thou?

Hi. I arrived in Melbourne and it's been six freaking days since I'm here. The 'freaking' was actually really an emphasis on how GREAT Melbourne is. A lot of people including my dear oldest brother has been betting how much I will miss home. On the contrary, I am enjoying myself very much in Melbourne.

Away from the watchful eyes of my parents, I am finally learning how to balance between responsibility and freedom. On the third day in Melbourne, I got lost in the city, could not find the correct tram back to my sister's place in Docklands and ended up stranded for two hours and thirty minutes. I managed to find my way home by walking. With the freedom to explore, comes the responsibility to ensure my own safety... and that, did not sound as impressive as it should have.

But, yeah.

Obviously, I miss my friends, home, parents, MY CLOSET, MY BOOKS, MY GUITAR, MY DESKTOP but I suppose I really don't mind trading all those in for a more independent experience in Monash Clayton.

Plus plus plus plus, no minus, my house is just three minutes walking distance to my campus! Thank goodness it is not that far off because if the walking distance is any further, i think I would probably freeze to death on my way back. The only thing I hate about Melbourne is the unpredictable weather which pretty much resembles a woman's mood.
One minute sunny, next second rainy.

It's been nearly a week since I'm here and I'm going to attend my orientation tomorrow. Goodness gracious, I have no idea what I'm going to do without Michele, Kaireen, Angeline, Anusha, Joanne and Si Min to help me out whenever I'm psychologically and physically laid back. I have to do everything on my own! Oh bother.

I do love the environment and the people here though.
I have not officially went for a shopping spree yet. Everything and everywhere is still pretty new to me. Then again, I can't wait until I am much settled down and sorted with my finances to hit the shops and fill in the gaps in my closet!

Will be filling in again, soon, with pretty pictures of Clayton and Melbourne city.
I miss the sunny weather in Malaysia. :(

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Original comic credited to Natalie Dee.

what to bring

2009-06-27T10:23:00.013+08:00

Was so upset when I heard Michael Jackson passed away yesterday.
Made me depress watching all those recaps of his life on CNN and BBC.
Makes me appreciate my life even more.
Oh well, life moves on.

What to bring to Australia?

Clothes-for-all-occasion
Shoes
Bags
Gloves
Laptop
Ipod
Tamagochi
Camera
Hair dryer
Medicine
Plugs
Credentials
Pendrives
Voice Recorder
Socks
Mirror
Torchlight
Mr. Boo

Er, that's about it?
I'm contemplating if I should bring my entire Dan Brown, Sidney Sheldon, DORAEMON, Harry Potter, Twilight and Sophie Kinsella books over.
Also mega-contemplating if I should bring my guitar over.
Maybe I should bring my entire mini vodka set over as well so I can gaze at it whenever I'm upset.

I am, quite happy though with the amount of clothes I am able to bring over to Australia.
Leaving all my skirts behind though because I doubt the cold, cold weather will allow me to wear any skirts there! That's quite a depressing thought but at least I was able to cramp nearly half of my clothes (35%) into an extremely huge luggage my parents bought for me.
(HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO)

Will also be very depress in Australia since I won't be able to DOTA for two months.
Definitely going to have withdrawal symptoms.
Then again, I won't have anymore reasons not to study.
Or maybe, now I'll have more reasons to go shopping! Ooops..

Off to get more last-minute stuff to OZ.
Doubt I'll be updating till maybe following week when I've settled in with my new house mates.
Will really be missing the warm and sunny weather in KL and no, I'm not looking forward to the cold weather in Melbourne.

Take care!

Poh Sim, Ng.

blogshops and timesquare

2009-06-23T04:57:00.015+08:00

My Second Semester officially ended at 3pm today when I completed my paper an hour earlier. Hopefully I didn't screw up my paper cause I had no idea what I wrote even though I managed to meet the requirements of 600 words per essay question.

Woo me! I'm planning to watch Hannah Montanna: The Movie as a reward for working my brain so hard this semester. I know, shut up. Keep your mouth shut, I'm warning you! Since we're in the discussion of movies, I cannot freaking wait for Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen! Unfortunately, I'll have to wait until following week to watch it in Melbourne with Rave. Damn the production company for releasing the movie at such an awkward date, so close to my departure date and on the day I have an appointment with my dentist to remove my Wisdom Tooth (which I cancelled yesterday because I'm of the sissy I am).

So, on Monday, I went to Timesquare to meet up with some acquaintances from Singapore. I saw only about twenty items or more which I wanted to buy but fortunately, I managed to refrain myself from compulsively purchasing anything! I'm planning to shop in Australia instead since Kaireen told me about the shopping bazaars/street market in Melbourne. Anyway, that's not the main point here. I wanted to blog about how thoroughly upset and how ripped off I felt when I went Timesquare because I saw identical purchases I made from blogshops selling at a way cheaper price in Timesquare!

For instance, only last week, I bought a print dress from Freya Folio.

Freya Folio is selling these print dresses at RM25 to RM28 excluding postage which would amount to a total of close to RM35 if included. Timesquare is selling all these print dresses at RM10 only!

Wait, there's more.

Few days back, I was about to purchase a bag from The Old Blossom Box Store. I thought the bag was really cute with the cat print! Recently, from the influence of my cousin sister, I've taken a liking for anything related with kitty/pussy/meowmeow! I find everything kitty adorable.

So, The Old Blossom Box Store is selling the tote bag at only RM30! Fortunately, I didn't make the purchase only at the last second because I felt that it was too small. I saw the exact same tote bag in Timesquare selling at only RM14.50! That's nearly half the price cheaper!

I also spotted a wide selection of skinny jeans with a variety of colour, from the conventional black to all the bright and vibrant colours that included all the rainbow colours selling for as low as RM25! In general, skinny jeans are sold at a price range of RM30-RM50. I spotted this blogshop, Hazel Mazel selling their skinny jeans at RM42! Huge difference, yes?

Moving on to tank tops, I also spotted Hazel Mazel selling their tank top at RM25. Most of the other blog shops were also selling tank tops similar to the above between a price range of RM25-30. During sales, these blog shops usually lower down the prices of these tanks to RM15.

In Timesquare, even without bargaining, I spotted tank tops with the similiar cutting sold at only RM10. Also, there were a variety of prints to choose from and I was able to distinguish some of the same designs I've spotted in blogshops from before.

Since jumpers/jumpsuits and whetever else we call these are one the more fashionable wears these days, Timesquare was most definitely not deprive of it! I spotted a similar piece to the one above selling for close to RM40. Tiovivo-design on the other hand, is selling theirs at RM69! Wah-lao-eee! There seems to be a huge gap in price differential here. However, I cannot confirm if its the exact piece since I was much too excited that time trying to select what to buy! However, I am confident that there were jumpsuits with the same designs as above selling for belowRM50 only!

Another piece of clothing which is widely sold in blogshops are cardigans. Whether hooded cardigans, striped cardigans, long cardigans, plain colour or print cardigans, usually, blogshops sell these cardigans at RM25 above. The above is a piece from Clothesbucket selling at RM40 per piece or RM70 for two pieces. Dollysins (below) sold theirs without hood at RM40 per piece.

Usually, the price range is within RM30 to RM35. Previously, I spotted a few blogshops selling cardigans at RM45! You have to remember that most of these prices are excluding the postage fees as well. Thankfully, it's much cheaper and within the budget of students nowadays.Muax (below) is selling theirs at RM25.

Even so, usually, Times Square, Sungei Wang, and sometimes, Jaya Jusco is spotted for selling these cardigans at only Rm10 to RM15. The plain coloured ones are usually only RM10 (hooded and non-hooded) while the printed ones are sold at RM15. There are more than 10 varieties of colours and prints to choose from as well!

Kimono dresses are another one of those sellable and popular articles of clothings. Usually, the flat price for printed and non-printed kimonos in Timesquare and Sungei Wang are sold at RM 25 to RM30! Sometimes, you can get it cheaper at only RM15 but unless you have the enthusiasm and the time to enter every shop and search, usually, I'll settle for RM25!

On the other hand, blogshops are spotted for selling kimono dresses with the price range of RM30 to RM55. Above is a dress from Fashion Attic selling at RM40 (normal price) and now priced at RM35 as a bargain for the major clearance spree.

Kimono dresses aren't the only type of dress sold at such a cheap price! Simple and plain-design dresses are also sold at a cheap price of RM 20 to RM25 in Sungei Wang and Times Square. Take the one from below as an example. Dainty Dresser was selling this dress at RM 30/40 (I forgot!).

In Sungei Wang, we can get it for nearly half the price cheaper. Another good place to shop for plain dresses would be The Curve during the weekends when vendors of all sorts sell their clothings. Although their price are not as low as Sungei Wang or Timesquare, however, somtimes, these vendors do surprise you if you are willing enough to bargain and haggle with them!

Even for vests and fedora hats, I spotted Timesquare selling these at a low price! Last time I went there, I even grabbed a vest for my own. Sungei Wang and Timesquare sells vest at only RM 25 each including an inner white blouse. They have a wide selection to choose from base on the design, colour and print. During my previous visit to Timesquare few months back, I remember spotting the vest below for only RM20! Dressing Lab sold theirs at RM39.

There were even prettier and nicer vest designs! I remmeber during the vest craze a few months back, I spotted a shop selling a selection of vests for only RM30 though while blogshops were selling it for way higher, RM35 above!

-to be continued-

And, I just realized it's nearly 1am. I can't believe I went off-topic since I was suppose to blog about the Rotarian Dinner last week. Instead, I blogged about shopping! I think it must be al the studying on Communication and Journalism theories about gatekeeping that is getting into me! I realized that even though there are a lot of blogshop reviews such as Ashopholicsden, Shopping Roll and Diary of an E-Shopaholic, there isn't a watchdog within the community of blogshops. I'm amaze how some blogshops can be such rip offs selling their clothes at such sky-high prices! I think I'm trying to strike balance here with this blog post by trying to ensure that hello, you females better make sure you don't simply overpay for your clothes!

Ok, darn, damn tired. Maybe I shall continue this discussion another day. For now, I need to grab my bolster and catch up on my sleep! I'm hoping to meet Emy in my sleep!

Anyway, good night.

*Pictures credited to Dressing Lab, Dainty Dresser, Fashion Attic, Freya Folio, The Old Blossom Box Store, Hazel Mazel, Dolly Sins, Clothesbucket & Tiovivo-design.

Rotary Youth Exchange

2009-06-14T18:57:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, I attended The Rotary Club Of Kuala Lumpur DiRaja's District Awards Night 2008 / 09 held at the Vintage Ball Room, Holiday Villa, Subang. It was an enjoyable experience for me. Will edit and update on this event again, most likely on Friday, after my INT Finals.

However, the main purpose of this post is to inform any students/friends who are interested in student exchange programs to check this out: Rotary.org: Students and Youth

Vice President of the Bandar Utama Rotary Club district (I forgot her name!) informed me that they are trying to create more awareness of the program among youths age 15 to 25.

"As a Rotary Youth Exchange student, you’ll spend up to a year living with a few host families and attending school in a different country.

Whether you participate in Rotary’s long-term or short-term Youth Exchange programs, you’ll learn a new way of living, a great deal about yourself, and maybe even a new language.You’ll also be an ambassador, teaching people you meet about your country, culture, and ideas. You can help bring the world closer – and make some good friends in the process.

More than 8,000 young people each year have experiences like these through Rotary Youth Exchange. It’s the opportunity of a lifetime. Are you ready for it?" (Rotary International, 2009)

The most appealing part of the program is it is sponsored by Rotary Club International! I'm not entirely sure how the program works and I'm afraid that I'll misquote the wrong information so, to be sure, if you're interested, check out their site for more information.

Now, I'm off to do some serious studying accompanied with McD fries.
Till this coming Friday, do take care!

Poh Sim, Ng.

background

2009-06-13T17:32:00.009+08:00

~~Fuhh, 3 updates back to back!~~
(Saw the dates wrongly)

Going for Leo Club dinner soon.
Meanwhile, I did a little editing with my background.
I'm using an old background from my previous layout.
Somehow, I can't decide if pixels are nicer or this foam-wave looks better.
Maybe I should lighten the background colour?

Which one should I go for?
I think you'll have to click for a larger and clearer image.

Sweet mama Jesus... I better start studying for my finals!

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Original comic credited to natalie dee.

friends

2009-06-12T16:51:00.009+08:00

I try to be honest with my friends most of the time but it isn't easy trying to be honest and perceptive at the same time. In this context, honesty is not always the best policy. What I'm trying to express here is, I believe that sometimes, friends must learn to respect and know the boundaries between one another. Believe it or not, sometimes when we say something without thinking, we are hurting or affecting someone else unknowingly. Some people are sensitive, believe it or not.

Poh Sim, Ng.

h1n1

2009-06-10T22:16:00.005+08:00

Hey, I just found out... Dota has a new map! 6.60 and it's awesome because... they have new heroes and new items and it's really weird because I have to unlearn everything and learn again.

So, I'm currently on a study break with one subject (FTV) down since I submitted my take-home test on Tuesday. To be exact, Angeline submitted for me while I stayed at home and emailed it to her. I'm going to try my hardest to score High Distinctions and Distinctions for my remaining papers. Sorry for the scanty updates. I've been busy and honestly, a little lazy to blog!

I am leaving to Melbourne on 30th June and I just found out that Melbourne has become the H1N1 flu capital of the world.

Like Beatrice said, "Poh Sim has the most perfect sense of timing." Took quite a few pictures in my recent outings but they're still in my camera, as always! Unfortunately, these outings took place quite a few times in a Japanese restaurant I really dislike: Sakae Sushi. Everyone else around me seems to adore it though. I don't get it... the quality of the food is lousy and for the price I'm paying, I rather go somewhere else.

Anyhow. In an attempt to post more pictures in my blog, I present to you a Natalie Dee inspired comic!

Crap. I'll be back soon. I just need to get a new laptop, luggage, specs and a few hundred more things. By the way, good luck to my fellow Monashians next week.

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Original comic credited to natalie dee.

newspaper

2009-06-02T20:02:00.006+08:00

Note: The above newspaper article isn't real, crap, it's just a joke!

oopsie daisy

2009-05-29T19:12:00.016+08:00

Note: Good game MU. (I'm being sarcastic.)

Well, I'm not going to fail my Film and Television Studies because my lecturer is beyond cool. He's going to PASS me when he can actually give me an Egg. I was so relieved! I'm still worried about my Communication Studies though but putting these academic stress aside for one day, I went for a shopping spree and it took my mind off a lot of things! For six hours, I even forgot about my toothache!

Today was my first "Last-Outing-with-Poh Sim" before I head over to Melbourne in four weeks time. I had a glorious afternoon and evening with Kaireen and Joanne stripping down every piece of clothing from all the boutiques in Telawi, Bangsar. Surprisingly, they're all having SALES!

Cat's Whiskers is still having their ongoing 70% Clearance for their old stocks.
Mooie and Moca is celebrating their anniversary and they're giving away a Buy 2 Free 1 promotion + 70% for certain clothings.
Purpledotz is having a 30% sale and members get an extensive 50% discount starting from tomorrow until Sunday. It's a two-day special sale offer.

The best boutique however, would be Oopsie Daisy!
Most of their clothes were going for dirt cheap prices at RM10 to RM20. Also, more than half of their entire shop was on a 70% discount!

So, yes, we bought a lot of stuff and we were each very happy girls but most importantly, our friendship is very much closer than before. We also know each other's tastes (and sizes) better. We talked about stuff and shared some things, and appraised each other's differences.
I can't wait until we're reunited in Melbourne for more shopping sprees.

Next week would be my final week in Monash and weirdly, I don't quite feel the holiday spirit sinking in. I suppose I've exerted myself during the past few weeks and right now, I'm leaving everything to fate to decide my next phase of life. Since bad luck has been my best friend the entire week, I hope some good luck will come running into my open arms.

I discovered one day after I discovered about my accidental-plagiarism-cause-i-forgot-to-insert-"this", I lost a library book. Misplaced it, or probably I returned it but I have no memory on the whereabout of the book. Conveniently for Monash Library, I have to pay a penalty of RM50, the cost of the book and RM10 shipping fees. In the name of corporate-money-laundering, they have eight similar copies of the book in the library!

Going out for dinner soon, so, before I take a flight away from my keyboard, Beatrice just showed me this. They are giving a free handmade bag and I've always wanted to buy one from them cause hand-made bags are so chic nowadays!

The great thing about handmade accessories and bags are they're limited edition so you might be the only individual in the world who owns it. It's like you're the only person in the world with an original Mona Lisa art.

It's actually a giveaway game and all you need to do is blog a post about this game (or their blog-shop), write a comment below their post and you have you have fulfilled their competition requirements. Then if you're bless with a lucky star, you get to win a bag for free!

This is totally spontanoeus but I'm going to start a tag on through this game itself.
I'm tagging Ashley, Ai Li and Michele to blog about the above game!
Tag Rule: You have to tag minimum three people whom you think would be interested once you've done it yourself!

I just realized. This advertisement-competition-post about the handmade bag just reminded me: I have to buy a luggage.

P.s. XY sucks.

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Picture credited to Mer.

Mid-term-crisis

2009-05-27T20:56:00.008+08:00

Let your prayers wash over me.

I came up with a new term which some of my friends seem to appreciate.
"Mid-term-crisis"

Even my lecturer agreed when she asked me, "Are you alright? You don't look well"
I replied, "No, I'm not ok... going through mid-semester-crisis"
She laughed then said, "Oh yes, semester crisis. Every student goes through it"

Of course I don't look well. Of course I'm not fine. Of course I'm feeling miserable.

In between applying for my VISA, booking for my flight, sorting out the payment for my following semester in Clayton, researching on my International Journalism final assignment on Malaysian Politics and Media, feeling unwell the whole of last week (sleep and nutrition deprivation), feeling my stress build up as my exams are approaching, I now have to sort out my own student accommodation in Clayton. No, you have not heard the worst.

On top of that, I found out that I forgot to insert quotations after citing straight from a text in my second half of my major 50% FTV assignment.

In other words, if I fail this paper, I fail my entire subject even though I did fairly well in my first assignment. Just cause I didn't add "this".

Even my International Studies results was not sufficient enough to wipe the misery and disappointment from my mind. I have to meet my lecturer tomorrow to state my defense.
Le Sigh.

A part of me knows I totally deserve my carelessness because if only I did it 1 day earlier, I would have spotted my mistakes. Another part of me just wants this semester to end so I can start anew and really concentrate on my studies during my subsequent years in Clayton.

I think I have been personally putting too much pressure on myself. Just yesterday I was thinking to myself, "Who and why am I putting so much effort into my studies?"
I am thankful that my parents are really liberal with my education.
They're not really concern if I achieve the best results so long as I pass and am able to graduate with a degree. Sure, they'll be proud if I achieve something more than average but they wouldn't pressure me like I know some parents do.

Which brings me back to the question, "Who and why am I putting so much effort into my studies?"

When I think about it and consider it, I realize its societal pressure to try and outdo one another?
Plus, Malaysians are plainly kiasu in general. Le Sigh.
I actually have so much to say about this subject but currently my main concern is blogging out my personal misery.
For once in my life, I suppose a PASS in every subject this semester would be adequate.
And I was complaining last semester for scoring a Credit.
I swear I'll do my best to be happy with my grades from now on so long as I make it through the passing grade.

Which brings me back to my current situation.
Yes, I am really emo now not because of anyone or anything but my own stupidity, procrastination and carelessness.
And no, I'm never going to make the same mistake if I make it through this hurdle.
It's going to be be-early assignment completion from now onwards!
Which goes to all my last-minute-kaki (friends) as well.
Learn from my mistake.

I'm probably going to have this pale ghostly face the entire day tomorrow.
Honestly, I think I should see the school counselor/psychologist regarding my mid-term-crisis.

Poh Sim, Ng.

****

2009-05-26T21:16:00.001+08:00

Fucking Stress.
Fucking Malaysian Politics.
Fucking Accommodation.
Fucking No-Time.

Poh Sim, Ng.

winter

2009-05-19T10:47:00.001+08:00

I need a new wardrobe for the coming winter.
Anyone care for a shopping expedition?

Poh Sim, Ng.

uncertainties

2009-05-13T19:33:00.030+08:00

I have been reading, writing (will post up them up one day), and watching movies
while reflecting about... life.
I have been thinking about the ups and downs.
Questioning God. Wondering about destiny and fate.

Things always happen for a reason. We all know that. The people in our life are there for a reason, and we do things and make mistakes and change our minds and do all of these crazy things for a reason.

When we grow up, we get our hearts broken. We get used, played and hurt.
We're going to be happy one day and mad and angry and sad as hell the next.
Yet, the people in our life are there for a reason and they say things for a reason.
Eventually, we realize that either they're full of shit or are actually reliable.

I was in the library trying to write a story sometime last week. It started with

and ended without an ending.
Because and they lived happily ever after is so flawed.

Is Christianity and Buddhism just desperate stratagems of our failures?
Is religion merely an escape from our problems, as flights from our guilt, welcomed, yet knowingly they cannot be the revelation of our destiny?
I find it peculiar that people who have lost faith or hope surprisingly retain their sense of sin without the saving belief in redemption.

Even so, when I consider what I believe among a globe of people,
I seem in a minority of one. Neither here nor there, merely a wonderer in a world of strangers.
Neither accepted, nor rejected, so full with imperfections.

So I fell into the thoughts of my soul
Dreams came rushing like the tingles of hope
If I had one thing that could somehow come true
It’s to show you the dreams that I’ve been dreaming for you

I swear I'm a happy person.

Poh Sim, Ng.

WONG CHIN HUAT ROCKS

2009-05-09T00:39:00.026+08:00

Who is Wong Chin Huat? And why wear black? Read more on the NutGraph.

My journalism lecturer in Monash was arrested on Thursday, 060509 at 1am in his house for sedition because he wrote several articles that was not in favour of the government's ideology, particularly his article one the One Black Malaysia Campaign. A demonstration was held outside the gates of Monash University Sunway Campus, where a small number of his ex-students held a protest against his arrest. They even contacted the press to bring awareness of this issue to the public. I am unclear if the report on the protest was published. One thing I'm sure is none of the mainstream newspapers are going to report about it. I really admire my lecturer for standing up and daring to speak out! Truly, as a journalist, he is a living up to the fundamental focus of journalism; to act as the voice of the people.

Anyway, while that was happening, I was also in my own battlefield rushing against the flow of time. In true PS fashion, I managed to complete my International Studies major assignment by 4pm even though I started at 3am on the same day! Thursday, 060509, I spent my entire day cramming myself with information on the Cold War. Alas, I think if my life was a feature article, this would be the nutgraph. I am starting to understand why certain people can appreciate the value of education. When I woke up this morning, I felt so accomplished that I was able to write a solid argument on my side why I believe that the Cold War was inevitable and the US was responsible for it. Then, it dawned upon me that, once again, I forgot to complete my reference by one source. Thank the Holy Heaven Helen (my lecturer) replied my email and I am allowed to submit my reference list again without any punishment for 'plagiarism'!

Now that I have blab enough on my victorious and obviously mundane school life in Monash, the rest of this blog post would be dedicated to a special, special friend to commemorate her special, special day; 21st Birthday Celebration!

Happy Birthday my dearest friend, WK!

Or rather, Happy Belated Birthday. Sorry for the late wishes. My brain is so scattered, sometimes I even forget my name, so in the name of Teddy Round Dog, I hope you forgive me. Also, thanks for inviting me and allowing me to share this special day with you.

We celebrated her birthday in a Thai restaurant in One Utama. Unfortunately, I forgot the name of the restaurant but I remembered clearly that it is right next to Sushi Groove. I would recommend anyone who enjoys hot and spicy tom yam soup to try out that restaurant. Phew, like Elena said, "We need to exercise our tongue" once we finish the soup because it was so spicy tongues can turn numb. Since spicy food isn't my favorite choice of dish, I doubt I will be making my way back there.

Happy Birthday candles

The Haagen Daz chocolate ice-cream cake

Happy Birthday Wish for the 21th time

After everyone had a slice of birthday cake, there was still a lot more left! So, we decided to play spin-the-bottle, or rather, spin-the-cake. Whoever the knife points at has to eat half a slice of the cake even though we were all fed more than enough Thai food. I was so bloated I felt like a baby elephant. As usual, Edwin was bullied and luck cheated so he had to eat more than one round of the cake.

Edwin taking his revenge, trying to spin it like a man.

And, finally, the group picture! You can see how tired everyone was cause there was a rush to submit their final assignments few hours before. Living to the true Malaysian spirit, everyone completed their assignments just before the due time!

Wai Kuan's 21st celebration
@ a Thai restaurant in One Utama.

Was contemplating for really long if I should post the next picture up. Decided that in the spirit of good humor, I will post it up even though it would disclose how bad my Photoshop skills really is. You, shut up! Spot the difference...

Not too difficult to spot the obvious isn't it?

All I tried to do was edit the colour and remove red eyes in the picture. I have no idea how I changed her very pretty face into this spinach looking colour. Feiruz, please don't kill me.

Now, if you will excuse me, I am so exhausted, I can probably join the bear in hibernation.

Poh Sim, Ng.

Palinurus

2009-05-06T00:31:00.007+08:00

This post was typed while the blogger was semi-conscious. There is no sense in this. It's a brief update. You have been warned.

Deakin and Richardson, please reply. You're making me anxious.

Life?
Life's good.
Been doing assignments on a weekly basis, but I've been pretty able to cope with it.

Thursday was the first time I skipped a tutorial this semester!
I played truant with Si Min and Kaireen and went to The Curve.
First and last and, I am never going to go on another warehouse sale.
People line up for warehouse sale like clothes are being given away for free.
We waited for 1hour and a half , had our lunch with take-away McD before they allowed us in.

But Kaireen did get a good deal.
A Zara dress top originally worth RM699.00 went down to RM69.00.
Me?
I didn't like the top I bought when I arrived home.

Monash recently started a Gaming club for Dota players.
I am so excited.
Have I told you?
I'm also a member of the Monash Outdoor Club/Society.

12.49am. Appointment with Xin Yi. It's all about going up the ladder these days.

Poh Sim, Ng.

mr.chuck bangs

2009-04-30T03:41:00.019+08:00

Arsenal - Manchester Uniter match just ended with a 0-1 score!
No comments.

I have given up learning how to Photoshop. It is almost as frustrating as International Studies! Anyway, took some time off from my bedtime to randomly upload a few pictures. I highly doubt these 500plus photos will make it to my Facebook; cause they're not very nicely taken and I do not have the patience to wait for the pictures to upload.

Going through the photos, I vaguely remember having lunch many weeks ago in Zipangu, Shangri-La. One of my favourite places for Japanese food, Zipangu is also my strawberry haven. The strawberries they serve in Zipangu are usually those huge, juicy, sweet and delicious strawberries which are so expensive in supermarkets my mom would never pay for something that would be reprocessed into poop. So yes, I shamelessly lose all my pride and dignity serving myself to uncountable helpings of strawberries whenever I'm there. Plus, for the price of RM50 per head, it is one of the most reasonable places for limitless helpings of fresh salmons and eels.

Japanese buffet in Zipangu, Shangri-La.

Attack of the strawberries.
I ate all the huge ones before I took the photo.

Alas, the birthdays! Briefly, I think I celebrated four birthdays this month alone. Birthdays are really piercing especially to my wallet. So I'm thankful it's only once a year!

Elena's birthday Heavenly Chocolate cake,
from Chad.

In Afandi's,
with Wai Kuan and Elena.

Afandi Oh's 21st,
with his Inkie and HMC buddies.

Oh, and yes, an overdue picture of my one and twenty. Turning twenty one makes me feel like death is approaching nearer and nearer.

One and twenty @ Italianese.

My brain is going woozy from all the pictures, heading over to IDP tomorrow, I should sleep?
Yes. Right after I finish munching finish my packet of Sour Cream & Onion Ruffles.

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Pictures credited to Elena (one and twenty).

dear friend,

2009-04-27T05:25:00.012+08:00

You might not know this, but I find you real irritating.
Don't fucking think you know me better than I know myself.
There, I hope I feel better now that I've expressed it.

Monash Music Festival

2009-04-22T19:13:00.003+08:00

A last minute decision to go, driven by a few factors. Anyway, I'm posting this in my blog to extend an invite to you if you're interested.

Monash Music Festival

From the buzz that's been going around, I have a feeling it is going to be a blast. Plus, it's not solely for music lovers. Shopaholics should not miss out the opportunity for a shopping spree in the flea market! There will be quite a few blog shops who will be setting up their stalls on that day.

Do give me a holler if you're interested. Off and back to my confined life of studying now.

Poh Sim, Ng.

April Assignments

2009-04-22T04:26:00.014+08:00

Arsenal - Liverpool match just ended with a disappointing 4-4 tie.
(Obviously, I'm disappointed for Arsenal.)

A lot of birthdays this month. Or at least, I know a lot of people born in the month of fools. Elena, for one has been hurrying me to upload her birthday photos onto Facebook for more than two weeks. Obviously, I have not, for many reasons but mainly because I am too lazy to do it. Another reason, I just don't see it a necessity to share captured moments of my life with the world. Also, university life has been anchoring most of my time away.

Monday, I was able to hand in my International Journalism assignment in time. I was happily celebrating my 12-hours work when I realize at 11.55pm that I forgot to submit my cited articles. It was a compulsory requirement to do so for this assignment. Hope I don't get penalize.

I concentrated my paper on the North Korean missile launch which happened on 5th of April 2009. Did you know that the media in North Korea is strictly controlled by the government? In other words, most of its local news are propagated by the Government to influence and consume the mind set of its people (which largely consists of farmers and peasants). Press freedom and responsibility is unheard of in the local media and news are scripted before published. In comparison, the freedom of news reporting in Malaysia would be considered "relatively free". Compare Star Newspaper to this- Korean Central News Agency (KCNA). Also, KCNA is the only news agency in North Korea. Shocking, isn't it that the media in some parts of this world is still so controlled and contained when we've been exposed to the concept and ideals of a borderless world through the advancement of globalization.

Enough about North Korea. In about few hours time, I'll have a history quiz on American, Russia, China and Vietnam. Tomorrow, a presentation on Iranian press freedom. I am also seriously discouraged to collect my assignment results for Contemporary Worlds. Does that explain why I have not been uploading any interesting pictures and my present entry is so word-contained?

At least I was able to do a little shopping on Monday evening, right after I handed in my assignments, which explains why I'm quite short on cash. Mamaks for me for the rest of the week. Maybe, just maybe I'll succumb to Elena's request on Friday and I'll upload the pictures here.

Oh, and I finally received a reply from Monash Australia regarding my application. They've accepted me to Clayton for Bachelour of Arts. I was really worried that I might not have achieved their required results since Rave received his reply a week earlier. I would be spending a lot of time with cows and sheeps if they placed me in Berwick for Bachelour of Communications, which was my third choice. I'm planning to do a double major in communications and journalism. But I'm still considering my options. No matter, now isn't the time for me to consider anything because my bed seems to be calling out for me.

Poh Sim, Ng.

fed ex

2009-04-13T03:21:00.009+08:00

/edited on Sunday, 19April09.

Matthew just showed me something really cool from his Desktop Publishing class. It took me ten minutes to give up and another 30 minutes to coax him just so he would reveal the answer to me. I obviously don't have an eye for things like this. However, I am hoping that I will be the creative mastermind for advertising ideas like this in future.

It's really cool now that I know it; I think Fed Ex company is really sneaky and creative. So here is a Fed Ex logo for you to put your eyes on them.

Can you spot the hidden mystery behind this sign?
If you give up, simply refer to the comment window for answer.

If you're wondering the meaning behind the hidden mystery, it simply means moving fast and forward. I really look up to the person behind this innovative logo. Simple, yet creative. I became so absorbed with the logo that I started researching deeper into the issue and I discovered that the Fed Ex logo is only one of the eight famous logos in the world!

I am seriously impressed. Alas, one major assignment, a mini quiz and a presentation is holding me back from a more extensive update.
Mr Holiday, where art thou? I'm missing you already.

Poh Sim, Ng.

fee-male

2009-04-09T23:18:00.009+08:00

I realized I have been making my point with comics and graphical pictures lately.

Week 6 in Monash

It's seriously a Danger Awareness Month for my health and safety according to Lillian Too's monthly horoscopes. So, imagine my reaction when I turned my head and saw an Indian man with graying hair, in his forties walking into the female bathroom in Mid Valley looking at me while smiling? WTH!

I opened my mouth, gasped and started to laugh uncontrollably. His reaction was P-R-I-C-E-L-E-S-S. Equivalent to Rave's when I saw him waiting outside the bathroom staring at that man walking out from the female bathroom. Everything happened so quickly, within an estimated 10 seconds, only Rave and I witness the whole scene.

Honestly, I should not be blogging today, right now even, as I have an assignment due tomorrow at 4pm, so I'm going to pretty much leave this story here for now. I hope Rave blogs about this with more details. The story was just too funny to be left for another day, just in case it gets cold and old.

Assignments have been pilling up, without much effort as I kept procrastinating from day to day and hour to hour. I'm going to be buried alive under all these piles and piles of assignments and research journals I have to read and write.

~~Eighteen more hours and I will be stress-free during my Mid Term break!~~
Happy mid-semester-break!

I am dying of excitement to spend my one week uni-free researching on articles regarding the North Korea missile launch for my International Journalism Assignment 1 due on the first day uni reopens. You know I'm just dying of excitement.

Poh Sim, Ng.

*Original comic credited to Natalie Dee.

feeling

2009-04-06T05:23:00.001+08:00

...toasted.

Poh Sim.

April Fool

2009-04-02T09:29:00.008+08:00

Easter's coming but yesterday was April Fool's Day.

Come-back-once-you're-cracked-and-shit.
by Natalie Dee.

The thing about April Fool's Day is, it isn't funny anymore when it's all real. The irony about April Fool's Day is when you receive a message saying, "Happy bad luck. April Fool!".

The fuckish habit about bad luck is, they usually happen in a row.

First, I tripped while I was buying herbal eggs in Mid Valley.
Then I tripped over a wire and nearly fell down in Gardens.
While walking back to Mid Valley, I found out, I lost my bag of cookies.
While running up the escalator in Robinsons to look for my stolen bag of cookies, I hit my knees against the steps and I yowled in pain while silently cursing a string of vulgarities.
Just when I thought three bad things happening in a row would end my day's of calamity, I arrived home at night to discover that my desktop is on a high level contamination of viruses.
While walking to and fro between my desktop and laptop on my bed to fix my internet connection, I tripped over my phone cable and fell down on both knees.
When I stood up, my hand banged against my guitar leaning up against my bed post and as I was trying to grab it, I knocked my own head on the bed leg.

What the Fuck?.

I never found my bag of cookies either.
I also realized the lizard I was chasing away from my room last night died when I slammed the door shut.

I have two theories about yesterday, each as unlikely as the other based on my twenty one years of life experience.

One, I think I killed my bad luck when I killed the lizard.
Two, God was punishing me for buying a RM478.00 dress in Robinsons because I convinced myself I needed it.

Poh Sim.

*Comic credited to Natalie Dee.

busy

2009-03-29T03:55:00.001+08:00

And I thought, be still my heart
This could be a brand new start...

Poh Sim.

semiotics

2009-03-28T02:33:00.000+08:00

Semiotics.
What you understand doesn't always mean the same thing.

My heart aches when I see something sad, dark and gray about the world. I have a very idealistic perception of the world. I believe in a rainbow-colored world, with colors so bright and gay, no one will ever wake up alone and sad. I want to help those who seek help, regardless of their faith and culture. "My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth."

This is to pushing on the splintered walls of the world, trying to break free.
This is to 4am phone calls and tears that can't be wiped away by tissues.
This is to the cancer patient dying in the end, because she wasn't strong enough anymore.
This is to red wine and cigarettes on the bathroom floor, to the boy that didn't love her back.

This is for unwanted help, and most needed attention; to the girls that put up away messages in hopes he'll understand.
This is to not only the guys being heartbreakers, but the girls as well.
This is to the victims and victimizers; to the people that couldn't help it when they bled.
This is to those that had their hearts ripped from their sleeves.
This is to believing every lie.
This is to being sick to my stomach just thinking about him loving someone else.
This is to the pain I hold in every day.
This is to the escape I thought I found in him.
This is to those who live with a heart that has long since been broken.
This is to all the "What if?"'s and the wishes that'll never come true.
This is to feeling so desperate, but cant help it, because all you want is them back.
This is to all the words you never said and to the ones we choke on.
This is to holding your breath in that one perfect moment and being terrified that you'll blink and it'll all be gone.

This is to when it is all gone and you feel like you have nothing left.
This is to realizing that it wasn't your fault. And that they're never come back.
This is to those who never got to say goodbye after saying something harsh before they left.
This is to everything you thought once meant something and never did.
This is to those who feel better aching than empty.
This is to what didn't happen.
This is to the tomorrows that are just another thing to get through.
This is to how I wish I'd never come that close to loving you.
This is to realizing that you are your own (and everyone else's) worst enemy.
This is to those who are dying to be alive.
This is to knowing a relationship may or may not work out, but taking the leap anyway.
This is to sticking your finger down your throat, in hopes that they'll accept you.
This is to every tear you've wasted on people who never cared.
This is to sitting and waiting for your phone to ring.
This is to being ignored and to being imperfectly perfect.
This is to finding him, and holding on tight.
This is to the girl behind that smile.
This is to those movies and magazines, the ones that make girls stop eating, stop breathing...stop caring.
This is to wanting to speak the most honest words you've ever spoken in your life, not knowing whether they should bring you closer to living or dying.
This is for all of us who cry with dry eyes.
This is for those who fall in love in their dreams, and wake up only to wish to be sleeping again.
This is to not knowing, and this is to not wanting to know.
This is to True Love never ignited.
This is to prose and poetry and those with tender hearts.
This is to those who'll never get it...those who wonder where love starts.
This is to that one person who you think is the kindest, sweetest, smartest, and most beautiful person ever.
This is to that one person who means everything.
This is to losing that one person.
This is to loving him, but having to say no to him.
This is to having him in your arms again, but knowing it won't last.
This is to those nights where you just can't sleep because every word they said to you replays, over and over.
This is to those days when you just stay at home, because your heart is too weak to take in laughing.
This is to those nights on the sidewalk where the two of you were the two of you again after so many years of changing.
This is to him telling your secrets that no one is supposed to know.
This is to the girl that puts on his jacket when she's cold.
And this is to the guy that catches her smelling in his scent.
This is to letting go just as he starts to hold on.
This is to beautiful boys who are just beautiful friends.
This is to the ones that sit at home, lonely, hoping to find someone just like them.
This is to the people who constantly want to bring you down because you were successful and they couldn't come close.
This is to the boys that turned our hearts to glass just to shatter them and use the pieces to cut the wounds a little deeper.
This is to all the times I wish I had said no.
This is to all the times I knew what he was doing and I ignored it.
This is to that tingly butterfly feeling you get when they're around.
This is to the night when feelings changed.
This is to the broken mirror and the blood on your ankle.
This is to the very first kiss.
This is to eye contact, avoiding it, keeping it, trying to hide it.
This is to feeling emotionless, and watching yourself bleed to know you still feel.
This is to the girl that never gives up, this is to the boy that lets her give up.
This is for teaching yourself how to care, when it's the last thing you want to do.
This is to the ones who still care, reciting promises of forever.
This is to the fish that killed off all the others in the tank and now just wont die.
This is to being so in love that it fucking scares you.
This is to the words never spoken.
This is to the fragile ones and the ones that never let them bruise.
This is to those who attempt perfect, but know they'll never achieve it.
This is to those who fight for the weak and hopeless.
This is to those who never give up on their dreams - no matter what.
This is to the girls who pretend to be supergirl, just to hide their pain.
This is to the boys that made them hurt.
This is for the children who cry themselves to sleep at night, wishing that their parent's loved them.
This is to those who survived and have become stronger, better people.
This is to those who love that person more then they'll ever know, and have to live everyday wondering if they really care about you too.

P.s. Not-an-emo-post.

Poh Sim.

one point two

2009-03-19T07:09:00.008+08:00

~~I am positive I am going to be in a deep-poop for my presentation at 11am.~~

On the contrary.

Poh Sim.

Chun Li

2009-03-16T03:30:00.011+08:00

Joystick, Xbox360.

I spent my weekend playing Street Fighter IV on the Xbox. The graphics are excellent. My only complain throughout the entire game was that Chun Li's double assets have shrunk and Ken does not seem as good looking as the previous versions. Allow me to conclude the entire game from my perspective in a single sentence using dota jargons.

"Awesome game with a mahai imba boss who can blink around the screen and cause I was so noob I had to rmk (remake) damn a lot of times."

A few days ago, on the way back from One Utama I saw a billboard advertising the movie, Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun Li. I told my aunty and mom that I absolutely cannot miss the movie because Chun Li has always been one of my personal favourites in the game.

Poh Sim: Mom, you know Chun Li right? She's the really hot chick with huge boobs and strong legs.
Mom: No. Cannot remember-la.
Poh Sim: Kim(Aunty), you should know right?
Aunty: Er..
Poh Sim: Seng Giap and Seng Chye used to play that game when they were young.
Aunty: I don't know... Jet Li I know la!

I would most probably catch the movie this weekend after I've completed my Contemporary Worlds assignment, Media Studies presentation and memorized the world map.

P.s. Antarctica is the icy continent on the South Pole.

Poh Sim.

7.10pm - 7.45pm

2009-03-11T19:18:00.010+08:00

She could not move her legs. Her breathing was hard, her face twitching with pain everytime she inhaled. Instinctively she held her hands to her throat. I watched her chest heaved up and down as she struggled to keep her breathing steady. Tears were streaming down her cheek and her sight strained to focus on the cause.

I stood there watching her until she finally managed to draw in a shallow breath. She tried to force a cough and started coughing in spasms. Finally, she exhaled and a painful, rasping breath came forth.

A small crowd of people started to surround her, each carrying their own portraits of expression as they watched the Chinese girl cringed helplessly. I felt useless, powerless and overcome by the sheer enormity of what was happening as I watched the stranger suffocate. She routinely struggled to breathe in a fresh supply of air into her asthmatic lungs.

"Don't move her, it will hurt her!", a tall Indian man shouted to a Malay woman in baju kurung as she tried to move the young girl to a more comfortable sitting position. "Breathe in slowly, don't panic, don't panic...," he advised the young girl.

He started looking around the crowd of people surrounding her and asked loudly, "Does anyone have an inhaler? An inhaler, she needs an inhaler!" He looked at me and I hastily shook my head. A Malay man sitting on the bench asked the man, "I have this, will this help?" as he took out a small white bottle and showed it to man. "It's a breath mint spray", he continued. The Indian man replied, "No, no, that one tak boleh tolong (can't help). She needs an inhaler, then she'll be alright".

I ran forth towards him with the phone in my hand and asked, "Do you need me to call an ambulance? He looked at me vacantly and said, "No, all she needs is an inhaler! Does anyone have an inhaler?", he asked as a fresh crowd of people started to accumulate.

Suddenly, a uniformed man came out from the elevator with a wheelchair with two more men behind him. Then, everything just happened like a linear of events. They carried her and sat her on the wheelchair and wheeled her downstairs. I rushed down the staircase and followed them to the office in front of the LRT barriers. The Indian man stood by her and repeatedly consoled her, psychologically making it easier for her. Realising there was nothing I could do anymore to help her, I went down and waited for my mother to send me home. A few minutes later, an ambulance from Universiti Hospital arrived. They ran up and brought her down the staircase on a stretcher. The Indian man followed closely behind. The ambulance stayed there for 15 minutes and just before my mom called to inform me that she has arrived, I realised the only reason why the ambulance had decided to park by the roadside of Bangsar LRT station was because, another man was brought down on a stretcher and carried into the ambulance.

I could not and did not wait to find out what happened because my mom arrived at that exact moment. All I could do was close my eyes as I recalled what happened earlier and prayed that they would live to witness tomorrow.

Tomorrow which is today, Wednesday, March 11th 2009, I was silently cursing my International Journalism lecturer from 11am until 12.30pm. His incompetency to grasp the topic of his lecture and opposite proclamation on his stand lost my respect for him. Instead of lecturing his students on Media Globalization, he spent those expensively paid for hours lecturing about the definitions of Globalization, putting me through another World History lecture, which I have already learnt last semester.

Poh Sim.

*Everything concerning the story is true, taken from my own perspective and represented as a feature story.

Public holiday

2009-03-09T18:10:00.016+08:00

P.s. I've been reminding myself to blog this. My "anak" (son) has a ticket to Sunburst for sale at RM140. So if you're interested, give me a holler. Also, I wouldn't mind accompanying you if you're willing to pay for my ticket which is for sale now at RM180. I'm not very enthusiastic with Sunburst KL 2009, hence, for more details and information on this International Music Festival, click here.

---> @ Mid Valley Car Park
Taken with a Sony DSLR A-200, 50mm shot.

Have you ever realized how difficult it is to get a parking in Mid Valley especially from 12pm to 2pm on a public holiday? We spent 35minutes in the car singing to Dashboard Confessional's "As Lovers Go"in Matthew's car and an estimated 10minutes appreciatively admiring him while he swiftly swerved his car into the parking spot while Jon was taking random shots of the car park. So, altogether, I paid RM4 to spend 45minutes in Mid Valley's car park. You have to trustingly believe me when I say, "Damn, it's cheap to admire the beautiful underground indoor scenery Mid Valley's management charges for."

I've been dying to watch Watchmen since I heard some great reviews about it, mainly from the bunch of industrious Dota players I play with at night. Unfortunately, the queue was so long, my desire was put off just as I stepped off the escalator in Mid Valley. However, the day was not entirely a waste because I was able to eat the strawberry dessert I've been dying to try since Ben bragged about it to me last month.

Strawberry dessert @ Zen, Mid Valley

I have been trying to edit a few pictures I took with Photoshop. So far, I've failed miserably even with Matthew and Jon repeatedly CAPSLOCKING their instructions via windows messenger in frustration. On the other hand, I love the Yeh Loh Eggs Matthew showed me.

Baby Yeh Loh Egg.

Yeh Loh Egg wakes up.

Yeh Loh Egg is adoringly notorious.
"rawr!"

Eggs are the cutest, healthiest and most delicious food. One can say I'm a really eggy person. I'm into all types of eggs. Herbals eggs, fried eggs, steam eggs, chicken eggs, duck eggs, half-boil eggs... In other words, I'm a one of a kind hard-core fan for eggs! I can and would probably live on eggs if only it wouldn't cause my heart to ache and make it difficult for me to breathe whenever I consume too many eggs a day.

No more eggs for me.

First week of Semester2009 in Monash has been quite pleasant but it's still too early for me to judge how this semester would end up. I'm pretty much up to the challenge my International Journalism lecturer has set up for his students though. Instead of a 1500 word report we were suppose to submit for our final paper, now he requires us to write a 5000 word journalistic paper. There were some strong perks that came along with the additional 3500 words. Our paper would be compiled and published as qualified reference papers so that people will be able to use our material to quote and source from in future.

I'm cutting this post to an end now since class starts at 9am till 6pm tomorrow. Of course, I'll be having an in-between break from 11am until 3pm which means, I'll be pretty much spending that time playing Harvest Moon. Also, I need my dose of 1 Dota, before sleep every day.

Watch me.

Poh Sim.

*Photos credited to House of Sims and Matthew.

not so cute

2009-03-02T14:44:00.003+08:00

4 days before semester starts...

Ouch.

Poh Sim.

*Original comic credited to natalie dee.

two: birthday

2009-02-24T12:59:00.013+08:00

I have been running on a busy schedule; trying to accomodate my work and play into the last few days of holiday left for me to spare. In the middle of the night, I will be busy testing my Canon Ixus 80, while admiring my MiniAbsoluts.

My Mini Absoluts.
Ruby Red, Vanilla, Raspberri. Vodka, Apeach, Citron, Kurant, Pears, Mandarin.

The mini bottles that never failed to make me smile is a collection of nine different flavors by Wai Kuan, Chad, Han Yong, Elena and Choo Yang. My new found hobby, love and interest is to collect mini bottles of alcohol. I'm not turning into an acoholic, if that's how people are going to perceive it. I'm turning into an alcohol bottle collector but my tongue is never going to taste that Devil damn liquid anymore until my dying day. (Obviously, still having the puke incident at the back of my mind)

The Johnie Walker Wei Wen gave me is currently a solo spinster. I'm waiting for my brother in Brisbane to get me its husband, son and daughter so I can have another set of collection. Besides my upcraze interest for mini alcohol bottles, I have also been buying dozens of books, which I had not have time to read yet. I did complete the entire Stephenie Meyer series though. My sweetest death wish would be Edward draining my blood empty. In my opinion Robert Pattinson is the ugliest vampire actor.

Old literature books.

Besides new paperbacks, I have also been book-hunting for old printed books from the 50's and even older for works by Jane Austen, Charles Dickens, Emma Bronte, Louisa M. Alcott and all the accomplished authors in the eighteen hundred. Alex thinks I have the weirdest hobby, ever. I cannot disagree that Indeed, I do.

My favourite snack in the world.

Anyway, thanks to him and Lawrence, I have 6 packets of Arnott's Tim Tam, all in different flavours. I also bought one myself, an economical double pack TimTam, which I asked Wei Wen to buy for me when he went over to Australia sometime in the middle of last year. It has been preserved in his vege-section freezer for more than 5 months. Thankfully, besides being a little too hard, the Tams were edible. From 44kg, my weight went up to 47kg, thanks very much to the Tim Tams.

I woke up at 6.30am today to allocate my timetable and I only have two compulsory days to attend every week: Wednesday and Thursday. I'm feeling rather gleeful about it. I know that most of my time will be spent playing my Nintendo DS in class anyway, a gift from my brother for my 21st.

Nintendo DS.
from Eng Tat, Mary.

I should be 12, not twenty-one. Speaking about age, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button is currently my number. one favourite movie. I teared 3 times in the cinema but I wouldn't mind watching it again just so I can see Brad Pitt when he was 17. Oh, such a beautiful sight. It's moments like this I'm thankful I'm not blind.

I still haven't paid my internet connection and I'm leeching on my other neighbour's line. Hopefully, my dad will pay the line for me by next week. I am seriously itching to play DOTA before the semester reopens. I do have some disappointing things I wanted to let out but I will update again if something interesting happens.

Good luck. :o)

Poh Sim.

*Pictures credited to Matthew and James Duncan Davidson (for the Nintendo DS)

LOVE

2009-02-23T09:07:00.006+08:00

BRB.

Happy Belated Valentines Day.

Nothing says I love you more than "My love for you goes deeper than my hunger for babi".

Poh Sim.

PRE-CELEBRATION (EDITED)

2009-02-10T05:12:00.022+08:00

I wanted to go to Sunburst for Coldplay. Unfortunately, they're under the TBC list. Hence, I've decided not to throw RM143 away for bands I do not know. I hope they'll confirm soon enough that they're not coming so I know I'm not missing a thing...

Viva La Vida means Live the Live

It has been more than twenty days since I used my desktop and it feels much too foreign to my liking. My fingers are clumsily typing on the keyboard while the mouse seems a little too huge for my hand. I have been conveniently using my new mini laptop, Lenovo and I had temporarily abandoned my desktop during that period of time. My mom thinks Lenovo is the most effective and convenient toy to lure me away from "that nonsense game" (DOTA).

Yesterday was the last day of Chinese New Year. I am a little upset with the total amount of prawn crackers I was able to eat during the entire 15-days long celebration. Regardless, I managed to replace those lost amounts of prawn crackers with loads of bak kuah, and it is also because of my exuberant hunger for bak kuah on the 12th day of CNY that gave birth to another dramatic tale experienced by Ng Poh Sim, which I am about to unravel.

My Mini Absoluts.
from Wai Kuan, Chad, Elena, Choo Yang.

On February 6th, 2009, I made a pledge with the kitchen sink and toilet sink as my witnesses that I will never drink alcohol until my dying day. The one thing I always took pride among my friends whenever alcohol is involved is that "I can never get drunk. Or turn red."

Indeed, Poh Sim never gets drunk. Or turn red. So, what happens when a few of her friends forces her to down 4 shots of Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon, a HUGE glass of House special which is a concoction of 9 different alcohol and a medium glass of unnamed cocktail in 15 minutes on her pre-one and twenty celebration?

Poh Sim was fully aware that she repeated "I am not drunk. Not tipsy either, almost but not yet..." more than a dozen times on the way home. She wasn't aware why she slapped Chad in the lift. She was also aware that it felt good with the alcohol flowing into her brain and altering the metabolism in various brain regions. She knew she arrived home safely. It took her awhile before she realized the growling sound was coming from her tummy.

So, she goes into the kitchen and greedily chews on a large piece of deliciously tempting bak kuah in front of her and downs it down with a huge cup of 100plus. One minute she was happily eating, the next she was vomiting out bits and pieces of bak kuah, cabbage, and rice in brown gooey form into the kitchen sink. Surprisingly, I always thought that it would hurt when people vomit. In my case, there was no pain because all the food, liquor and 100plus just came out of my mouth without any effort. It just stank badly.

I vomited about 3 to 4 times while thinking to myself, "Wow, vomiting isn't too bad. Quite a pleasant sensation actually." I was running up and down the staircase from my room into the kitchen to vomit. All these while, my mom was awake in her room. She thought I was "exercising, that's why I didn't bother.."

Next morning, I awoke with a massive headache and an uneasy stomach. I also heard my mom and dad contemplating aloud what "those stains on the floor" are. Obviously, my vomit-la (which they found out after that). Thankfully, mom decided to forgive me when she witness how I suffered the next 8 hours. I vomited the soup she boiled for me to drink. Vomited the bread. Vomited the pineapple tarts. I even vomited when I drank water! I did not dare to eat anything for the rest of the day though I was voraciously hungry because my stomach was empty since I vomited everything out.

It wasn't until 9pm then my mom brought me for Japanese food and I hungrily wolf down my Salmon Tepanyaki and a few slices of raw salmon. No, I didn't vomit again after that. My tummy is made of tough stuff. Thankfully, my digestive system was restarted.

Mom called me "stupid" when I told her I ate bak kuah and drank 100plus. Honestly, I agree with her. I only fully recovered after 3 days. Before that, I kept feeling like I wanted to vomit.

It was disgusting and a little unappetizing now that I think about all the puke I deposited into the sink. This experience has certainly repelled me from alcohol because even the smell of it makes me feel nauseous. Makes me think of puke everytime I smell alcohol.

However, I'm still keeping the 10 different bottles of VODKA I received for my collection.

Thank you. :o)

Poh Sim.

*Picture credited to Chris.

CNY I

2009-02-03T01:44:00.014+08:00

Chinese New Year is almost over in a week or so. It's been an incredible Chinese New Year for me. Usually I become restless and bored after the first few three days of CNY. Surprisingly, I've been keeping up with the CNY spirit this time. I've been happily celebrating CNY this year with a bullish appetite and healthy doze of gambling sessions.

Goodies at Ah Ma's.

I celebrated the first few days of CNY in my relatives' house. On the second day of CNY, my family and I went to Seremban to visit some of my aunties and uncles. Every year, my mom would faithfully visit a temple in Seremban to pray for health and prosperity for all her family members. I never really understood why she does what she does. Usually, my brother, sister and I would just oblige her and does what she tells us to do, from praying to burning and kneeling. This year, just for the heck of it, I also visited another temple in KL with Matthew and Edmund.

Do you believe one of these papers can tell your fate?
@ Seremban Temple.

Little kid watching while the paper money was burning.
@ Seremban Temple.

The Temple's Lantern.
@ KL Temple.

According to Matthew, it's a very famous temple in KL. We went there at 7ish and there were still people praying. Since I was there, I thought to myself, "What the heck? Why not just pray?". I literally stood in front of one of the Gods poised to pray for 5 minutes while trying to figure out what to pray for. In the end, I prayed that my Mom's prayers would come true. Matthew laughed at me when I told him that. I laughed at him when I won RM5 from him playing BlackJack.

BlackJack from Day One.

So that summarizes the first half of my CNY celebration. I hope everyone's having as much fun as I am. Afterall, CNY is all about having fun. It's moments like this I start to wish the semester would not start so quickly, even after a four months break.

Poh Sim.

*Pictures credited to Matthew and Ai Vern.

Gong Xi Fatt Choy!

2009-01-28T00:13:00.017+08:00

Usually, my parents have to yank, drag, beg, plead and bribe me out of the house at this time of the year because I always thought it was pointless to loiter in someone else's house. I didn't think the idea of collecting free money was tempting enough to lure me away from the comfort of my home. Needless to say, Mom and Dad are really proud of me this year because I'm more enthusiastic than them to celebrate CNY. Maybe it's because I'm turning one and twenty soon but I'm starting to appreciate Chinese New Year more than ever because I realized the time I can spent with all my aging and maturing relatives are getting more limited as years go by. I think I've finally learnt what CNY is truly about.

Morning conversations also made me thankful I am on holiday long enough so I won't have any assignments or exams to worry about until March0209. Night conversations make me know I'm usually too sleepy to chat or understand the topic of conversation because I am too sleepy.

My house will be open for visits next week onwards. I warmly welcome all of you with an open heart. (Not too sure bout my Mom though ;op ) Hopefully, the CNY spirit won't wear off before that. Happy CNY once again and have a great and prosperous year ahead! Conversely, this is the first post in my blog. :o)

Poh Sim.

*Picture credited to Alex.